Bigbear's Porn Detox Diary

Bear, mind linking the thread describing this “peaking”?

Bear,

Way to go dude! I can relate to what you are saying.

My television went out in my bedroom and I threw it out earlier this spring, I haven’t replaced it. I got a large box and boxed up all my DVD’s and tapes, sealed it and stored it in an out of the way place. So now the temptation at home is alot less now that the movies are not in my vincinity. I’m not planning on buying a tv for my bedroom any time soon. One positive side benefit is that my bedroom seems more restful now, sleeping better getting more rest as I’m not up at all hours of the night watching porn. Somehow I do feel more in control though the urge is there.

I feel like I have wasted so much of my life on that crap.

Seriosorting is so sick.

My very best to you Bear. I’m with you.

Bear,

I can comfortably go without it for about a week to 9 days then the craving starts. I’ll jack off alot to get my body back in balance, it helps but a few hours later I’m right back where I started. It’s like being on a merry-go-round that you cant get off.

Doh… I visited porn sites yesterday and today. Yesterday was no big deal… used it for jelqing. Today was a different matter. Oh well…. looks like it has to be complete cold turkey for me.

As for jerking off… I am now committed to not ejaculating unless it is through sex. It will be motivation if nothing else.

What else? Nothing really. Good going on your journey BB. Keep it up.

Check out Marky777’s forum and theres a thread on there re: lasting longer.
Its helped me a lot, but I’ve basically made this my life for the last 3 weeks.

Thanks Sta-Kool!

I’m gonna get this book too.

How’s it going BB?

Yeah its going well man. Haven’t look at porn at all. (apart from showing my gf something on youporn but that was for research purposes only).
And no I didn’t masturbate to it!

How you getting on?

I have quit it totally now. Not even a glimpse. I don’t think the stuff of Thunders is porn by my definition. It’s more like a good steak… tasty but I am not going to masturbate to it. Wrote out that appears disturbing… in my mind it was witty.

I had a blip, which I just took as a sign to give it up for good.

How is the Mantak Chia reading going? I got a download of it and should start reading it this weekend.

BigBear, any update 6 months after?

Thanks for the updates guys!