This has been the most interesting/inspirational thread I’ve ever read.. It took me a few days to get through, but wow!. I’ve been laughing my heart out, felt horror, anxiety and anger.
I know I have a fairly average sized penis.. Nothing to applaud about, and have never been hit in the face with negative comments regarding this.. My ex girlfriend was flat chested and I was average, so I guess we both knew it was wise to shut up about this during arguments as we both had some equal amount of gunpowder to burn.
She often asked me if I wanted her to have bigger boobs, but I told her “No - you are fine the way you are.” and I wasn’t lying either.. I was an assman at the time anyway. I never asked her if she wanted me to have a bigger penis, because I was already so insecure about it, and I know I couldn’t handle a “big penis” discussion, no matter what the outcome would be.
Often during sex, she told me I was big, .. That made me shy, and in conflict with me “knowing” otherwise.. But deep inside it made me happy.
All in all I haven’t really had a penis-issue to bring me down.. At least not with another person - only in my head. It’s silly and somewhat immature, and I feel I best not tell anyone what I’m doing all day long - wearing my ADS 10 hours a day. I believe this is mostly a mind problem, and the horror about it is equal whether you are 5” or 7”.. The dick is small to you.. And the desire to bring it bigger just grows to outer dimensions when you discover it is actually something you can do about it. So it was with me at least.
It all started for me a friday night in January. Tired from work and with a couple of beers to enjoy I was lurking some dirty pages on my computer.. Then I stumbled over a page advertising some penis extender.. I studied it thoroughly, plowing through tons of documentation and studies.. And thought to myself; “I want a bigger penis!” Simple as that. Further searching ended me here at Thunders, adding more routines in addition to the ADS, reading posts and learning - which motivates me to keep on the journey.
One month has gone, and I can see, feel and measure positive changes already.. I know it’s a long way, but the true dream of having a “large” tool makes me smile in a mysterious way.. :)