Should I Stop at BPEL8" or Should I Keep going?
I’ve posted a similar thread to this in the past but in the past it was more of a hypothetical question. Now it’s actually (on a PE time-frame) an immediate concern.
The gains I’ve made up to this point I made through hanging weights and using ADS.
Since taking a long break I’m jelqing properly for the first time and getting what appear to be newbie gains.
At the rate I’m gaining I should hit my length goal (BPEL8”) within a couple of months.
There’s a part of me that thinks I should just keep going, partly for even more length but also because since I’ve disciplined myself not to blow my load every time I jelq I’m actually finding the less-is-more approach to jelqing emotionally invigorating.
It so slow a process (I started in late 2004), and no one has seen my unit to comment on its size. Without some kind of reference for some reason I can’t seem to believe I’m bigger (like you can’t feel an hour passing while looking at the hour-hand of a clock, I don’t feel like I’ve grown). Sometimes I think it must be impossible, and that I must have always been just under a bone-pressed 8”. Intellectually I know that’s not true — I know I’ve at least gained almost two inches — but I just don’t feel bigger. Also I feel like I’m smaller than porn actors that are clearly the same size or smaller than I am.
My question is whether people think I should keep going.
A psychiatrist I spoke to in the past told me ‘it’ll never be big enough’. Now I think I’m beginning to believe him. I think I’m at risk of making it too big for practical purposes chasing something I can never achieve.
Should I stop at BP8”? Should I carry on? Am I big enough?