Since picking up on this thread only a couple of day’s ago, I have not thought of much else. I was circumcised two and a half years ago (age25), and now realise that I may not have needed a full circumcision. My situation is a little different from the ones I’ve read here, so I’ll explain.
Before I was cut a couple of year’s ago my foreskin was very tight around my glans, actually it covered the whole of the head but for a little hole of about 3 or 4mm enough to pee through. Since a very young age maybe 11 or 12 I new this was not how it was suppose be. I don’t know how I new it wasn’t right, but I just did. I don’t think I’d seen any porn by that age but maybe I’m wrong and that’s how I knew.
This had a big impact on my life, and was responsible along with my small size for many missed opportunities. I just didn’t want anyone to find out I had a small and weird dick and I would just not let myself get into any situation that would require me to do so, be it with girls or in a locker room situation, even going to the toilet was an ordeal.
Anyway, since the age of about 17 I had really wanted a circumcision so that my little purple friend could be freed into real world after being kept prisoner under such horrible conditions, he wanted to be free. Well, for eight year’s I would dream about having a circumcision quite a lot but never had the bottle to go and find out about it. How I wish I was on the net by then maybe I could have got partially cut. Then one day when I had to drop my pants in front of the doc, he noticed this and just booked me into hospital to be cut. I was still very insecure at this time and I didn’t even question him, I just nodded and said okay.
I was exited and shit scared at the same time, didn’t know whether to laugh or cry. I was very nervous on the day of the op, and after about an hour of being in hospital I just got off the bed and walked out, booked a cab and went home. Trying to avoid that dreaded situation again you see.
Anyway I finally had the op done a few months later and it just felt so good to think I was kinda normal. This was a very emotional time for me after a long time of thinking I was a freak.
So to the present day and after reading this topic I realise loss of sensitivity and hardness in the glans is starting to happen to me and maybe I should think about giving this a go. I’ve got a lot of reading and thinking to do before I know what I want to do. Thanks for the links everyone there’s lots of information to soak up.
I apologise for the long post, I’ve never really spoke to anyone about it and this just seemed to be the right place to get it off my chest. Thanks for reading if you get this far and thanks to roadhog for starting the thread.
murph