Hi iamaru
Unfortunately I didn’t keep copies of any of my posts :(
I basically joined the site about a year ago after reading all the stuff on there and then thoroughly discounted all the “mainstream” types of surgery as I found the risks far outweighed the gains in most cases and made my points clear. I then settled on a newer surgery for myself called PLGA scaffolds in Serbia which didn’t produce any real gains. So for just less than a year I had been posting almost everyday as it had become my home while I went through my ordeal. It seems sad as basically my life and thoughts were all written on the forums for a year and it’s all gone lol
There were other decent chaps on there that I debated with so my posts alone may not be of use without the whole site
There was some good research on FFT, Dermal Grafts, Alloderm, Lengthening, Macrolane, PMMA, Silicone implants, PLGA etc etc
There were also many like me who actually had surgery and were helping each other out emotionally too
Anyway if there is one thing I can sum up it’s this: there is no method anywhere close to risk free that can enlarge the penis without detrimental consequences, so taking a knife to or manipulating your one and only penis in any way is the most crazy thing we can do especially if we are within normal size range and have no medical issues. Reading other people’s “success” stories can swing us one way or another SO easily when our frame of mind is weak, but when you do it yourself you realise it’s not as easy as it seemed or the docs made it out to be. .We have to work on the mind. Full stop.
Ok no more preaching :)