Want length before girth, but getting opposite

I have some pretty bad OCD and BDD (yes, just like DLD) and the main reason I do PE is because I have to be on top of the numbers or I feel horribly tiny. Since most people (outside of this forum) measure in length that’s the first thing I want to gain in, but my girth keeps going up just as fast as my length so to my eyes, it looks as if I haven’t gained at all!

I posted with my pics in the members forum that I wasn’t using a ruler after my initial measurements but the ruler sitting on my desk finally won me over and I couldn’t help it anymore. I measured a .5 inch gain in length and a .5 inch gain in girth, but it looks exactly the same when I look at it.

Should I just jelq less and stretch more if I want more length than girth? I currently do tons of both. BTW: I’ve been PE’ing for just under a month.

I hope this post makes sense, sometimes I can’t articulate my thoughts properly when I have an “attack”

I forgot to tell everyone…I’M CURED:D i wish:(

7wants10 my opinion on gains is to train both. I have had periods of good growth in both areas and everything balances out. Believe me when I say that the O.C.D. can attack girth too. It all depends on where it wants to fuck with you. When I am feeling more obsessive about length I try to remember the times I was feeling obsessive about girth. It is a screwy circle of desires. If you have not felt the girth pains you will when the length gains take over.

Well thanks a lot!! :P

HAHA

From one OC to another:D

seven_wants_ten

Take the girth gains and be very happy we have some guys on the forum that would kill for a girth gain. You may go through a stretch where you can’t buy a girth gain so take it and run with it. The length will come.

Dino