Buckfever's progress report/bananaman story.

4/2/2019

100% @ 20 minutes

Just didn’t feel like doing more.

4/2/2018

Second session:

Low tension @ 30 minutes

I have lost my enthusiasm. I’m not going to fight it, I’m just going to do the minimum and then when I feel like stopping I’m going to stop. Ordinarily I’m driven and enjoy this process and I’m not going to push it when I’m not feeling it and wind up turning it into drudgery. Tomorrow is another day.

4/3/2019

100% Max tension @ 60 minutes

Tucking it into work. Seems like a good strategy here while I’ve lost the drive.

4/4/2019

68% @ 12.5 minutes

Followed by

Low tension @ 37.5 minutes

I screwed up the attachment initially and so I rebooted and kept it at low tension just to log in some time. I do find myself languishing here a little bit and I think it;s just because I’m stretched too thin. Things should improve for me in a couple weeks, we’ll just do the best we can till then. I do have some thoughts about a changing posture that I’ll post up later, time permitting.

I’m looking forward to reading more on this. Be sure to keep us posted.

Been mulling this over some. I think it’s fair to say at this point the “restoration theory” is a falsehood. I appreciate this being pointed out and I appreciate that the posture needs to be adjusted accordingly. I tend to move slowly in this regard, but recently the idea of “optimization” has been resonating with me. Enlargement seems to narrow and doesn’t speak to me, enhancement is closer but somehow misses the mark, but optimization seems to explain they way forward, at least as far as I can see it or make sense of it at this moment.

4/5/2019

100% @ 40 minutes

Went better than yesterday but the glans had enough at 40 minutes. I think I’m just run down and as in all physical endeavors adequate rest for recovery is a real variable. I have definitely noticed that the glans is in much more robust condition after intimacy. Not sure how this would translate but I wonder if edging and or the vacuum might have similar effects. So even though I’m not going to do the edging I cannot rule out the validity as an adjunct. I’ve also wondered about the blood flow induced by the vacuum in a VED device or even in vacuum extending as adjuncts. Something to consider.

4/6/2019

100% max tension @ 48 minutes

Pressed for time but it went well.

As always, you are getting it done Buck.

4//7/2019

100% max tension @ 60 minutes

Got the duration back BUT I’ve lost some forward position in the cradle. It is a lack of execution, but really I attribute this largely to a lack of sleep. And that is entirely a consequence of mismanaging my life. You can’t just look after your penis, you got to take care of all of you.

4/8/2019

100% max tension @ 45 minutes

Overslept, continuously pressed for time, I need to get a hold of my circumstances it’s really untenable. I am working on it, but can’t say I;m making great strides. I have 3 weeks to my goal date of adding to the extender and I don’t think it’ll happen and I just have to accept that I don’t have the time to do the work right now. I’ll make an assessment next week and see about pushing the target date out a week or 2 or even a month.

4/8/2019

Second session:

Low tension @ 42 minutes.

4/9/2019

100% @ 60 minutes

4/9/2019
Second session:

Low tension @ 43 minutes

4/10/2019

100% max tension @ 65 minutes

New milestone on duration at max tension, feels like we’ve regained momentum, but we need to regain forward position in the cradle. Hard to know for sure as progress sometimes comes in spurts and I can’t say how consistent my circumstances will allow me to be, but it feels like I’ve a month to go yet and I’m only 18 days away from the target date.

Need to be honest about the progress, but we need celebrate the little victories and regaining momentum needs to be celebrated for sure.