Buckfever's progress report/bananaman story.

She tried to take command and took the reins, but it was too much. After I finished her I rolled her on her back and I looked down at the full EQ instrument and “oh your screwed” I actually said it. Anal was not even a consideration as that would have been too much destruction, given the urgency of the moment. And on the front door it would not go in all the way, there was just too much dick. A new milestone.

Some things to consider.
While we’re engaged in this endeavor the accompanying reduction in EQ may be hiding the extent of the progress.
A single hour long daily session does not impede high EQ providing the total volume of effort has been recently reduced. So it is my initial conclusion that hour long daily traction does not markedly impede EQ and might be a protocol for maintenance or cementing efforts.
If you’re thinking you’re wanting it every day, after the second day in a row, maybe there comes a size where there’s only so much a pussy can take without a break.
If there’s a bit too much length, adjustments can be made.
Once such a length is realized it is now obvious why the mind shift occurs to consider girth. I’m not going there because of the backdoor interest, but I understand it now. Because on the front door once that functional length is there, what’s left is girth. Again it’s just obvious.
The aesthetic is profound and may be a reason, beyond functional limits.
But I can also understand the fall off in motivation.

Being well pleased with your instrument is a very real thing.

7/24/2019

100% @ 37 minutes

I thought that was pretty good given I haven’t done much lately. See if I can ramp back up by Saturday when I’ll time to get back to it.

Friction!

I think this depends. If the partner has a fetish for feeling the hard slap of a body against them, then length can surely negatively impact this. I find that males tend to over value the dimensional requirements of the male phallus. I think many women and men just want an uninhibited lover that they can trust, I think this is the real phallus.

Might this depend on one’s motivators? Also, you used the word “functional”, I don’t understand how aesthetic competes? Maybe if only in context of ideals or visual form? In the end, can something possessing only visual appeal within a cultural context fully compete with something that is perfectly functional?

Amen Buck! Much love brother.

“Friction!”

I don’t think it’s friction, I think you’re slamming into the bottom of the vagina and you’re beating her up. This isn’t hitting the cervix and sliding past it, I’m talking that’s as far as it goes. And I’m not saying it’s a bad experience, we talk about this idea that thoughtfulgold calls “the surrender” but if you’re taking it there, you’re not dipping into that well day after day, there’s going to need to be some recovery time built in.

As far as the body on body contact, it’s no problem just bring the legs back a bit and lower yourself down to create more distance and you still have the body on body contact without getting in there quite as deep.

“Might this depend on one’s motivators? Also, you used the word “functional”, I don’t understand how aesthetic competes? Maybe if only in context of ideals or visual form? In the end, can something possessing only visual appeal within a cultural context fully compete with something that is perfectly functional?”

How does aesthetic compete? Because there is something glorious about it and that get internalized into your psyche and you bring that to your sex.

“Amen Buck! Much love brother”

Back at you..

Friction!

I agree.

Makes sense. I wasn’t thinking dynamically..

Well said Buck.

7/25/2019

100% @ 37.5 minutes

Just holding steady till I get back to it.

7/26/2019

100%@17 minutes

Low tension @17 minutes

Unmitigated disaster. Clearly I lost a little ground here having too much fun. Clearly what I have to do is get a low tension long duration session in and build back up, probably start the process tomorrow afternoon.

7/26/2019

Second session:

Low tension @ 42 minutes

I have plans tonight but I really wanted to get this going as I’ll have some solitude for a while starting tomorrow.

7/27/2019

Morning - 13 minutes of unmitigated disaster.

Second session:

Low tension @ 61 minutes

And with that, we’re back on track!!! Only thing is that it was later in the day and we’ll have to see about recovery by the morning but right now it’s all about duration!

7/28/2019

68% @ 60 minutes

second session:

Low tension @ 60 minutes

So far so good. But it’s summer and I’m looking at having fun next weekend and have plans Thursday, so I don’t know how much consistency will occur, we’ll just do what we can.

7/29/2019

83% @ 61 minutes

I was tempted to try max tension and that would have been a mistake as the last 10 minutes were intense. An uncharacteristic act of restraint. Given that I plan on having fun over the long weekend, I guess all I’m looking to do is ramp up while focusing on duration to keep me close till I eventually have some time to really go after it. I do think that a certain amount of urgency is useful, but where I’m at right now is that I’m much more interested in fucking. It’s not so much that I’ve gained agency there so much as that I’ve gained focus by shedding impediments. I don’t have an explanation for it, I’d like to think I’m impervious to it, but the social structure is so fucked up right now and so pervasive that false notions creep in seemingly undetected and need to be unwound.

Happy fucking. Get there!

7/29/2019

Second session:

34% @ 61 minutes

Very good!!!

7/30/2019

100% @ 30 minutes

Pressed for time but this was a solid session. More later!

7/30/2019

Second session

34% @ 35 minutes

Good session I just didn’t have the mental stamina to continue.

7/31/2019

100% @ 60 minutes

Pretty good climb back to max tension, good position in the cradle. I probably could get this done in 2 weeks from here if I stayed on it, but fucking is the higher priority.

At least for me now having realized a level where I am well pleased, I seemed to have settled into a posture of balanced priorities and a resolve to take this as it comes.