Originally Posted by MadVillian
Getting a little discouraged.
Still sitting at 6.75 BPEL and 6NBPEL. Still struggling with dysmorphia. I look at other pictures of guys my size on here and swear I look smaller.
I suppose the ruler doesn’t lie. Sometimes I wish I could accept myself for who I am. I need to do it. I look at my muscle gains, my penis gains, my weight loss, and it never feels like enough.
This…this is what made me do PE for 3 extra years. Up until last year, even though I had reached past 8” BPEL I just couldn’t SEE it. You have to regularly try and understand that you have made progress and you control your destiny and are not a slave to the illusion that you haven’t done anything. You cannot be that slave. That…will make this an endless cycle.I struggle with this mentally, or I did, for most of my natural born life.
You have to make a choice that you love yourself and that you are enough for yourself to be happy. That does not mean you won’t continue to get better. It just means that you know that you, as you are now, are great and that a future with you getting bigger, badder or better is just more icing on a cake you already would buy.