Wednesday it’s very early in the morning,
Pretty happy with the last ten days, had seven on and three off. I focused much more on length, did lots of stretching even some times a few pulls here and there during the day, in the shower or if I go to the toilet…
Haven’t been very active lately but I’m still here and reading threads, and I never really timed my pumping neither do I really focus to much on the pressure, since I started with one with no gauge for more than a year and have been pumping judging buy the feel of it. But I realized that I do way shorter pumping sessions than a lot of guys but I do put more pressure, I do from two the five ones, they are around ten minutes in duration and from ten to twenty hg fluctuating constantly. It is for me the best way to get a good penis stretch without too much fluid build up in the skin, if I did thirty minutes or more sessions at five to ten hg I would get a skin half an inch thick around my penis and a core not getting a proper workout.
Some guy here are pretty thick to start with, and other got some amazing success with PE in that area all that always makes me kind of jealous or at least wanting more. I mean, when I started PE I didn’t even care about girth, just wanted some length. Times are different now, length wise I wouldn’t mind some more but I am pretty satisfied with my size but I felt and I understand how girth is twice as important as length for women and in that category I’m really not satisfied yet.
It’s crazy how being and reading here on thunder’s makes you want things you never even dreamed about before !
I’m sure most guys here now the visualiser.net, well haven’t been there in a while and I compared my beginning stats to my actual one…amazing ! Definitely much better than comparing it to these freaks of nature, it’s so weird to envy those totally abnormal people, when they are the ones that should envy us ! It’s only when it comes to dicks that being a freak sounds so darn great !
Anyway, I got a reality check about what is normal or average and what’s not. Was looking online for some condoms, haven’t done that since my last two in a half year progress, or actually since ever. And I found those “my size” and the “They fit” ones, went on there web site, printed the measuring sheets and let’s just say that it’s good to see where your at according to western condom companies that aim at getting the proper condom for the largest variety of penis sizes.
Reading threads from the biggest and more successful PEers here, putting aside how much it can educate, inspire, motivate you and how some of there stories are just plain amazing, it can also be as bad as watching huge dick porn when it comes to how adequate you are and feel about your penis size. And yes I’m pretty sure some here, smaller than me, will probably think “looks who’s talking”.
Talking of porn, I’ve definitely been following that thread about it being poison, reflected on what I wrote, reading all these posts from you guys telling how good and positive it is to stop porn, I decided to give it a go as well. Hope I can manage it, at least long enough to be sure that I’m not actually addicted and long enough to see the positive effects it has on me so I don’t feel the need to go back to it.
That was a long one, I guess it’s not really a progress log more a PE journal. Hope I didn’t waist to much of your time, I don’t know if my thread really interests or helps anyone, but it helps me so…
To all still reading take care, and happy PE.
Start : BPEL 6.1 MSEG 4.6
Now : BPEL 7.8 MSEG 5.4
Fac E Spera