Tuesday 25
Another busy week past, couldn’t even manage to wright this log down on Sunday. A great week overall, I just didn’t do as much PE than usual, 3 days on 5 off, but I’m sure that my unit didn’t mind it probably did some good actually.
When your really consistent with your routine and you PE schedule, taking a good break or just taking a few extra days off really is the hardest part. I still feel like my penis is missing out when I know it’s necessary.
I noticed lately that my penis need more time to get a good pump, I guess that it’s totally normal, like always the penis gets use to whatever treatment your inflicting on him and gets a bit tougher. Nothing too problematic but it does require some extra time per sessions to get the desired pump. Maybe a sign that a proper break is in order, I did say a few weeks ago that I would take one and didn’t.
Diet wise, it’s still all good, yesterday I passed the -20kg mark. It’s crazy when you think about it, the difference is unbelievable. I still have a bit over about 14 kg to go to hit my goal, the thing that I haven’t manage to do for the last 20 years probably is getting under that 80kg mark. I am so focused on this whole new life, and it’s going so much better then all the previous attempts.
The real difference is in the head, I’m happy to be doing what I am, I don’t feel like I’m missing out or anything. Sunday is my cheat day, sometimes I do eat whatever I feel like, and it’s definitely more than my average week day, but it’s nowhere close to what my cheat days looked like on previous diets. I guess it’s just what a normal day is suppose to look like…
They use to look a bit more like some of the videos that I strangely love to watch on YouTube, where competitive eaters just stuff there faces with junk food. I guess it’s satisfying in a better them than me kind of way, and some of them are so entertaining and fun…crazy you Matt Stonie.
I guess it’s all I got for today, I really want to get back to writing them on Sunday like before. I guess will see if I manage it in just a few days.
I don’t know if this log is really that interesting, especially PE wise, but I know that it’s helping me in a big way.
Take care guys.
Start : BPEL 6.1 MSEG 4.6
Now : BPEL 7.8 MSEG 5.4
Fac E Spera