Alright fellas, I’ll try to give you a quick run down on where I am at with all this..
I injured myself about 3 years ago. I was doing a lot of kegel squeezed jelqs at the time and was getting some pretty serious results. After doing a normal routine of kegel squeezed jelqs before bed, I woke up to a dead penis. It was completely shrivelled up, cold and lifeless. I had no feeling in my unit and there was no blood flow. I couldn’t feel my PC muscles contract when I squeezed them. I ended up spending the next week in and out of doctors offices. I must have seen 10 different doctors that week. The doctors looked at me like I was crazy and said that nothing was wrong with me. I ended up seeing 2 different urologists the next week and they both said the same thing. They thought I was crazy, they even recommended that I get some psychiatric help. They almost convinced me that I was losing my mind. I went home that night and lied in bed thinking about my situation and what the urologists said to me. I some how convinced myself that it was all in my head and that I would get better. What happened next was unexplainable: Right before my eyes while I was lying in bed my penis all of a sudden transformed back into it’s normal state. It’s hard to explain, It’s like my penis just started circulation blood again. I got my rigidity back and everything was 100% night and day better. After a lot of research and visits to pelvic floor specialists I realized what happened to me. I gave myself a minor case of prostatitis from all the stress I was inflicting into my pelvic floors while I was doing these kegel jelqs. After a few weeks of rest I got back into PE by starting very very slow. I started doing light non kegel jelqs and stretching before bed. After the 2nd day back to PE I woke up in the morning with a dead penis again. It has been 3 years since this happened and I am still in rough shape. I have been seeing one of the best urologists in sexual medicine in Canada as well as a very good pelvic floor physiotherapist. My therapist is 100% sure I have Chronic Pelvic Pain Syndrome and my Urologist is 100% sure I have some fibrosis. So I am currently being treated for two different problems. I have learned that my pelvic floor has tightened up to protect itself from the damage I was inflicting on my body. I am not sure how the scar tissue formed because I have had some extreme ups and downs through out the last 3 years.
Urologist recommends:
- Verapamil cream twice a day on the scar tissue
Therapist recommends:
- Deep belly breathing
- Yoga
- Acupuncture
- Massage therapy on the trigger points in my stomach and inner thighs
- She also has some exercises for me that should help relax my pelvic floor.
I have used Verapamil in the past for other scar tissue issues in my penis and it has worked for me. I was just put back on it because my urologist found some more scar tissue. It seems to work pretty well, although it takes a long time before it works. The doctor said 4-6 months before I will start to see a difference.
To answer your question, I have lost most of my gains since the injury. I started around 6.75 NBPEL and I got as big as 7.5 NBPEL with an increase of about .5 in girth this was over the course of a year. Since the injury my erections get to 6.75-7 NBPEL on a good day. I am hoping that this verapamil cream will help free up that scar tissue and give me some size back.
