Originally Posted by Shaunbaby
Well I had my first session with the Goddess.Wow.
It didn’t happen as was outlined above.
First when I arrived she sits me down and asks why I am here. I tell her it is the awakening I had with the lap dancer and a desire to increase intimacy in my relationship. That is all fine and then she asks if I know what is going to happen. She explains that I will be nude and was that OK. Of course, I say. She then kind of asks it I am OK with her touching me. I am totally comfortable with this. She then goes to the bathroom and tells me to undress an hop onto the bed, which is a massage table. She knocks and comes back in. So in under 10 min of meeting the Goddess I am naked straddling a massage table as instructed. Well that is a first for me.
She checks my PC strength and says I have some work to do. She then checks again and asks me to flex as hard as I can for as long as I can. I go about 10 seconds to which she replies, that is not bad. But I still have work to do.
She then goes through the chakras which I mostly know, forgot Solaplexes, and said I am making her job easy. When then did a small meditation designed to get us into the present moment and leave other things outside. She explains that we are gong to do 5 min of eye gazing and that blinking is fine. She instructs me to look into her left eye and she will look into my left. She explains that her face will change in appearance to me and that I may see her aura. We hold hands and begin. (She puts on a 5 min long song) It was a really nice experience and the 5 min goes quite quickly. Her face did change and I saw a dark colour that I thought was black. I wondered at this point if she was evil and that was why I was seeing black but went with it. She asked if I saw an aura and I said yes. She said was it purple? I said yes, it was a dark purple (and not black as I had thought).
Now we go into Yab Yum, which she puts her legs over mine and we move into an embrace. She places a towel over my penis so we do not contact each other. She explains that the aim is to connect my second Sexual Chakra to my Heart Chakra using breathing. She is only wearing knickers and no bra. We embrace and I follow her breathing. Breathing in I am suppose to visualise the energy from my second chakra travel up my spine into my heart chakra. To aid this she runs her had up my back as we breath in. On the out breath I was supposed to release. I did not realise at the time that the release was supposed to spread the energy, I read this in the book after the session. We do that for a few minutes.
Now to the Tantric massage. She says you penis will do what it does and there is no wrong or right response. I actually was surprised that I was still flacid. She said you can also flex the PC muscle on the in breath and relax it on the out, but just the breathing is enough for now. I tell her that I am confident I can do the PC flex and will go back to breathing only if it gets to hard. (never been so grateful for flexing the PC muscle and blood into my clamped penis) She said that heaps of men blow and if that happen it is fine. She instruct me that if I get to an 8 out of 10 to simply say 8. I lie face down on the table and she begins to massage me with oil. It is really nice and the but cheeks get some attention. During this I follow her breathing which is sucking in like as if you were using a straw and breathing out with an Ahhhh. During this time you visualise the energy coming up into your heart and releasing on the out breath. Then she asked me to turn over. The body still get a massage but so does the penis.
She is stroking my penis and it gets hard. We are still doing the breathing and PC. After a while she says I want to to breath in and hold it and hold the PC muscle. And that is what turns out to be my first edge but I did not get to the edge. More body massage and then back to the penis and repeat as above and I still did not get to the edge. The third time I was thinking , shit I am gong to blow and was just about to say 8 when she says to breath in and hold like before. She has dialled me in and can tell when I am approached the edge. (I want to ask her how she knows I am approaching the edge.) We do another edge as I spread the energy and the pleasure is rising. At this point I am having spasms in my abs and in general jerking, which she said may happen. We get to the 5th edge and she is really stroking fast. The pleasure is amazing. Again just as I am about to say 8 she says breath in and hold it for as long as you can. Bliss and the session has finished.
Now in any other situation with the speed of her strokes there is absolutely no way I would not have blown, bit I didn’t. Truly amazing.
She leave and tells me to relax then get dressed. I get off the table and I am shaking a little and have to sit back down. I get dressed and she returns. I try to pay her and my brain is just mush. We sort it out, she gives me a cuddle and a kiss and I thank her and leave.
WOW! That was a nice read. The purple aura thing gave me chills, i want to try this when i am high. Seriously.
When you hold it as long as you can she keeps stroking? I am asking this because its easier to decrease the urge to cum when you kegel hard but only when there is no stimulation. If the stimulation is intense and i kegel hard that makes me approach the point of no return faster.
Visualization maybe is the answer.
