From small to the biggest in the world - My true love story
Guys, I would like to share something with you. As some of you may have realized, I’ve been away for almost 2 weeks. Even though it wasn’t, in part, by my own choice, I have to admit those were some of the most important weeks in my life. It’s like as if I’ve been away in some sort of spiritual trip, or something. I have some news I want to share with you.
I am not insecure about my penis anymore.
That’s it. Simple as it is. I am not “dying” to get a huge penis to impress everyone around me, specially my wife. Not anymore.
I’ve decided to talk to the love of my life about my insecurities, in a way that I’ve never done before. I always knew that she has been intimate with two other guys before me, even though she had never had sex with anyone but me. Well, but she saw them naked, and that was enough for me to think of it every time. I told her that I’ve always been insecure about my penis size. We are very friends of each other, and I really feel that our relationship is the biggest treasure of my life. I could have never thought of something so perfect.
She doesn’t like to talk about her past. She says it’s in the past, and that she’s with me because I’m better than anyone else. That has never convinced me, and I always thought that she didn’t like to talk about it, because I wasn’t so good. In my sick mind, I really wasn’t. I grew up in this relationship thinking that I was the ugly duck with the short penis. I had to talk to her about this! We’ve always talked about our insecurities, and we have always found a way to solve them out.
In fact, I told her that I was so afraid that I was the “smallest” she has ever seen. She smiled at me and told me that I wasn’t, and that she felt uncomfortable talking about it. No way I was going to respect that. I told her that I was very happy, and how important it was to me as a ego-booster. I think it was really the first time that she realized how insecure I’ve always been about my penis. She sat me by her side, and told me:
“You are the best in everything. “
“You are the best-looking guy I’ve ever been with, and your penis is perfect. I really don’t care about the size, in fact, it is big for me. I love the fact that you’re cut, and you shouldn’t worry about it that much! It’s so much more clean, and beautiful! Do you want me to be honest with you? I’ve always found men body a bit awkward, and all because of the penis, with all that skin, etc. I look at you and I see the perfect man, with the perfect body, the perfect face, and the perfect penis. I wouldn’t want it to be bigger, because it would be too big for me. You know that you hurt me sometimes, when you push too deep, don’t you? I would never thought that I would have to do this to make you feel better about yourself, to help you fight your insecurities, I never thought that I would have to compare you with anyone else, because you’re better than anyone else, but yes, there was this guy with a smaller penis than yours, and the other one, I think it’s was very similar in size, but a bit smaller girthwise.”
I was thrilled to find out that I wasn’t as small as I thought I was. I finally realized how distorted my mind was, and how obsessed I was with my penis issues. I also told her that if I was bigger in girth, I would probably be bigger in length then (actually, she thought that penis size was all about its length – interesting). She said I was right, and that I was her biggest.
Guys, I have to tell you that I didn’t even know how to feel. I was a bit upset that I almost obliged her to have this conversation about her past, which would make me feel really bad in the past, but, in the other hand, I think that it was so much more important than it initially looked. We ended up getting closer to each other.
I knew she have always been insecure about her breast size, and I was so sure that we were going to talk about it next. And so we did. She told me that she related to my insecurities, because she had some of her own. She was afraid that I didn’t like her breasts, or that I thought they weren’t big enough, or sexy, etc. I told her that her breasts are perfect, and how much I like to see her naked, how excited I usually get when I touch them. Her insecurities were holding her back when we were making love. I’ve always felt that she could be more confident about herself, but hey, this is the guy with the penis size issues talking. Anyway, we’ve always managed to have a very happy and active sexual life.
We spent a good part of a day talking about our own demons. She confessed to me that she was afraid I didn’t find her sexy enough, or that I would want something more. She wasn’t confident enough to try to give me that extra. I really didn’t need anything else beside what she was giving me, which was pure love, passion and joy.
At the end of the day, we were so happy that we have had that conversation. She was confident enough because I told her that I really want her so badly, and I don’t want anyone else, that she is my everything, the love of my life, the most beautiful girl in the world, with the perfect body, the perfect face. We were exorcising our demons with tears in our eyes. She told me what she has told me early in the day, and that was it, for the first time in my entire life, I really wasn’t giving a damn about my penis size anymore. I’m big and no one can take that away from me.
Be good to yourself because nobody else has the power to make you happy
We didn’t make love that night. There was so much emotions, so much tears, we were very tired. The next day, we kept texting each other with teasing messages. She confessed to me that there was something that she wanted to try, and that she never felt confident enough to do, and that she needed my help to feel secure. I told her that I was there for her.
We have had the best sex in our entire lives. That night, she moaned like never before, she had so many orgasms we couldn’t even count. We screamed, we didn’t care about anyone listening. In fact, we were alone. She told me how big my penis looked, how hard, and how much she likes to feel it inside her. I made her feel like a princess, holding her body in so many ways, just to make her feel comfortable and confident about it. There was some times in the past when she didn’t want to take her bra out because she wasn’t that confident about her breasts. Not that night, anyway. It was the best night of pleasure in my life.
We did the same the night after, and ever since that day. Our sex life has changed for good, and thanks to our conversation about our insecurities.
My dear friends, maybe some of you can do exactly the same. Face your fears, talk about your insecurities. Unless you have a size queen that have had 15 children, it is very unlikely that your ladies won’t enjoy your penis as much as they can. As you can see from what I wrote, women have their own insecurities. By making them feel better about themselves, you’re making yourself feel better about you too!
I’m very happy that I have found this site, and the fantastic people that is always ready to help. I’ve managed to grow 1.5” in 1 year, and I’ve been struggling to get some gains. I think I’ve pretty much reached a plateau a couple of months ago. There was this time when I wasn’t even confident enough to make love on my days off. I wouldn’t miss a day, I wouldn’t miss a single routine, I was praying to get a 7” or 8” penis to be happy. Boy, was I wrong. I never needed that, even though I’m very happy with the ego-booster that was given me by the opportunity to get some gains. I think it’s time for me to stop. I feel big already, and there’s no way I’m going to spend my days thinking of something that is not that important anymore. I’m not giving up, I’m just going to keep doing my PE, but in a much more lighter way, not caring that much about the gains, about my unreasonable goals, etc.
I would still be around, I still feel like I should help men who are passing through what I have passed in the past. I would still like to be 7”, but if I’m going to be 6.5” x 4.9” forever, than I’m quite happy as well.
I would like to thank every single one of you for being such a fantastic source of inspiration and motivation when I most needed. You are gold.
Big Big Hug
Love you all.
2007: BPEL: 5.1 / MSEG: 4.5 / 2008: BPEL: 6.5 / MSEG: 4.8
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