I've misplaced my PE Mojo

I started this pe thing almost a year ago and went from approx 7.1” bpel x 5.9” right up to 8.7” bpel x 6.12” meg in the space of about 4 months. Now that may sound miraculous but it’s not as incredible as it seems.

I remember in my teenager/young adult years being quite large in the trouser department, couple this with being very muscular from sports & weights and my penis looked fairly impressive to me and girlfriends at the time and at my biggest I would probably have been around the 8.5” bpel mark with very little fatpad. However, in my later years I gave up sport, very rarely did weights, got into very bad eating habits and lived an extremely sedentary lifestyle. Next thing I know..

Welcome to the fatty thirties :(

In a reasonably depressed state late last year, I accidentally came across pe gym and then subsequently this site and decided to embark on a new phase of my life. One where I restored my wilting, bloated and unattractive physique, along with my constantly shrinking penis size, to it’s former glories, or at least a more glorious state than I’ve endured in recent times.

So I started on my pe trail like an eager little school kid who has just discovered some dirty little secret and in next to no time was seeing results and feeling great about it. I was trying to jog 2 or 3 times a week and attempting to eat right. No caffeine, no alcohol, less junk food, more fruit, veg and good protein along with clean complex carbs, exercise and of course PE to top it all off.

As some of you may know I soon went from 7.1 to 7.8” and at the 4/5 month mark hit the mighty 8.7” bpel mark. All from the beginner routine!!

Felt great. Superhuman even. Now all I needed to do was to keep going and keep up the hard work but life doesn’t really work that way does it? My work situation changed and I got promoted which meant longer hours, more pay and much more responsibility. On top of that I started working out a bit more. Hitting the gym ate into my time at home, which is code word for PE time ;)

So at the 5 month mark when I thought I could maybe go on to hit the 9” bpel mark my pe efforts started to become sporadic and I’d return home knackered from work and the gym, still with extra work to finish before I went to the office in the morning and still having to spend some ‘quality’ time with the fiance’. Then around the 7 month mark my gym efforts were curtailed, pe almost came to a standstill (maybe once a week at best) and the old eating habits started creeping back in.forget creeping they bumrushed their way back into my psyche with the force of a runaway freight train

Now I’m at the 9 month mark and am slowly trying to get back on track, get back in the gym, get pe back on and get the diet on the healthy road again but it’s not easy. My penis is back down to the 7.8” bpel mark, with my girth around 6” meg.

You know, each time you fall off the wagon, the harder it becomes to jump back on.

I know what I need to do and how to do it but sometimes I lack the motivation and often ask myself ‘is it worth it?’ Even though I enjoy (enjoyed) having a muscular,strong,functioning physique with a large penis and the attraction/ attention you receive from the opposite sex because of it and the confidence that brings. I suppose my attitude to life is changing and ultimately my priorities but I do still want this and will obtain it one way or the other it’s just that life and inner demons tend to distract you or place large obstacles in the way which can be a bitch to get around.

Example :-

Had a big family crisis happen 2 weeks ago, 5 days before my holidays from work were due to start. I’m now halfway through my holidays from work and have only just returned home after having to spend the past week and a bit with the parents due to said crisis. Yes I know you have to be there for the family but I wanted to fucking pull on my dick, lift some weights and make love to my woman, not sit around listen to people cry and whine over a situation that can and will be sorted by a good solicitor (lawyer for the US readers)

Am I being selfish? Probably, but I want my former glory back and to obtain the dream I might have to be a little mean.

So, that’s where I’m at right now. I’ve let myself slip backwards and lost my mojo as a result but still feel a faint glimmer of passion burning deep in my loins somewhere and want to be the very best I can be, or at least a modified version that is healthy, well hung, focused with a low bodyfat level :)

Who’s with me?

I am with you and behind you 100%. You can do this. You just need to flip that switch inside of you that will get you back on track.

Here are a couple of articles that I find helpful:

Phoenix Theory by Chris Shugart
The Psychology of Physical Rebirth
Strength Training, Bodybuilding & Online Supplement Store - T NATION

Crossing the Abyss Bill Phillips
There is a world of difference between knowing what to do and actually doing it.

Thanks for the words of encouragement and those links. I’ll have a read through them today.

At the moment I’m not right back at square one but nowhere near where I wanted to be at this stage and that’s what’s frustrating me. However, I don’t want to sound like a whiny bitch so please don’t get me wrong but I’m just venting some of my frustrations here with inconsistency being the main culprit.

I feel sorry for you ya big-dicked-physically-attractive-caring-about-your-family-on-holiday bastard you. Just yanking your chain. You are on track, I hope to be writing the same about my health situation very soon.

Do what you gotta do. Good luck.

Edit: Shouldn’t really wish you luck, from your posts, you know it isn’t luck you need to get where you want to go, it’s all hard work ain’t it. So I wish you hard successful work in the most positive way.

Cheers Zowee,

You’re right it’s not luck I need it’s plain old hard work applied on a consistent basis.

There’s no real shortcuts with PE you just have to get your hands soaked in lubricant and squeeze, pull, twist, rub and kegel till your little friend screams for mercy.

Don’t you mean HUGE friend???? ;)

Well,ample sized friend..

:)

Sta-kool that phoenix theory article was really great, thanks for posting it.

Yeah, thanks again for those articles.

Have to say they struck a chord with me.

:)

I’m focused and on point at the moment and long may it stay that way!

That phoenix article was really inspiring!

Also, keep up your hard work Kooljohn- you’ve already seen what it can do for you. Good luck.

I seem to have lost my PE mojo of late also, life has been so busy and family and girlfriend sucks up the rest of my free time. Can’t seem to even find the time for the gym either, and things have been getting busier so who knows when I will be able to find my mojo again. Lucky I’m stuck at a great place.

Don’t make excuses. Write down what you want on paper. Attach an image or something to mediate on and look over often. Stay with what you’re doing consistently, and put in the extra effort. Don’t hurt yourself. Just a few good ideas that might help out in whatever you aim to accomplish.

Check out my thread in member pics…I usually post some training/nutritional info for those looking to get into the gym. Not sure if you’re a beginner or what not, but it should help you get you started (emphasis) on the right track. Just like PE, information is your best friend when it comes to living an overall healthy lifestyle.

Thanks for all the advice guys.

It’s really helped and I’m back in the pe swing and also out running most mornings to increase my cardiovascular fitness and reduce my fat percentage levels. I’ve still lots of work to do on my eating habits and need to rejoin the gym to keep my strength levels up but I will get there.

I’m focused again and not procrastinating or using excuses to get out of what I need to do to get where I need to be. Also reading the ‘Secret’ by Rhonda Byrne has helped immensely and absolutely changed my life around. If I can recommend anything to every human being I meet in my lifetime it would be that book and the ‘positive’ way of thinking it emphasizes.