Buckfever's progress report/bananaman story.

Happy to hear of your evening Buck.

I have a theory that I’ve been exploring, encapsulated by thoughtfulgold’s “the surrender” metaphor, that due to external inputs, we’ve been conditioned on balance to pull up short. I’ve been paying attention and looking to remedy the tendency, based on overt response and covert feedback. It needs to be so, as such is the way of a woman. It’s not pure vigor, it’s a measured escalation and a controlled persistence. But even before that the table needs to be set, with a cocktail of sexual posture and playfulness.

I have a vision for it and I’m not fully there yet, but I am surely enjoying the process. And I’m having a lot of fun getting there.

6/3/2019

50% @ 60 minutes

Wasn’t sure I’d get it as the attachment wasn’t great but we got it and with ease so that answers the question on the tension level. So far so good!.

6/3/2019

Low tension @ 17 minutes

Not sure if this is of any benefit but I had a little time.

6/4/2019

67% @ 60 minutes

I thought I felt a little bit of a release, but there was a small loss of position in the cradle. The session went surprisingly easy despite the increase of tension.

6/4/2019
Second session:

34% @ 60 minutes

Did not expect this kind of accommodation so early in the process. This morning was not a fluke!!!

6/5/2019

83% @ 58.5 minutes

Discomfort at the glans attachment spiked at 58 minutes. It was tempting to go for the 60 minutes, but I didn’t want to beat up the tissues especially since this round seems to be going at a faster rate of accommodation.

Right now July looks to allow me a great deal of privacy so my plan is to nail this down and get a measure.

6/5/2019

Second session

Low tension @ 51 minutes

Again discomfort at the glans attachment so cut the session short, hopefully such discipline allows for recovery for the morning session.

6/6/2019

100% max tension @ 17.5 minutes

At 100% we lose position in the cradle.

I am running into a different headwind, short run that I’m going to write about later.

6/6/2019

I was asked out tonight sooo I kept it light deliberately and this is the issue that I’m running into.

I have been working on my fitness for a while now and more recently I’ve accelerated the effort and I’m really leaning up. I have a ways to go yet, BUT it’s already resulting in increased attention. Leaning up makes your body more attractive for sure and is part of the response, but also I think generally for a man, leaning up tightens the face and makes it more attractive. I’m in a long term relationship but this increased attention, particularly when it is from quality women, is a positive feedback loop and combined with the increase in libido from being in better shape, my interest in intimacy has skyrocketed.

There are other things going on as well with me in terms of intersexual dynamics which are impacting my posture regarding intimate relations, but suffice it to say, I’m definitely becoming more sexual.

And while it isn’t always the case EQ isn’t always optimal post traction. I simply at this point in the process can not favor intimacy over progress here.

I know that this is a widely held view here, but it hasn’t been for me. I was dogmatic in needing to actualize progress here and had given some priority to this. And that continues, but not in relation to intimacy. Providing that I remain in a long term relationship, there will be times due to work travel where intimacy will be limited and I will accelerate my efforts here, but where the opportunity for intimacy is even a possibility, I will curtail the efforts here.

6/7/2019

83% @ 60 minutes

Got the full 60 minutes this time and with ease, forward position in cradle at end of session. This round is going well.

Good stuff Buck.

6/7/2019

Second session:

34% @ 56 minutes

Almost, but discomfort spiked at glans attachment so I shut it down. Really good day!!!

18 month post newbie trend shows no deceleration, in the rate of increase in extender length additions, so far.

I thought it would.

6/8/2019

100% max tension @ 26 minutes

Kept the session short but considerably longer than the last try at max tension. At that tension I lose position in the cradle so the work needs to be done around ~ 83%. I could have reloaded and gone again with lower tension, but I have plans tonight so am being mindful of EQ. Am targeting 7/21 to complete this round as my schedule should allow for it.