Buckfever's progress report/bananaman story.

I count the turns. It takes 72 half turns to max it out , while still having a little leeway to not completely unthread the tension rods. So 36 half turns I call 50%.

Thanks, that is simple enough.

6/19/2019

68% @ 60 minutes

I actually followed through on the plan and got the duration up, forward position in the cradle, I really need to just mark time on the tension keeping the duration up to set the table for the July effort.

Leaning up is going well, focus is all on stripping the fat off, what ever that takes and then I’ll slowly add calories and let the muscles fill back up. One thing at a time, though.

I continue to read to increase my acuity. Mostly focused on intergender dynamics. It’s interesting to me that even at this age I still am able to gain polish. Yesterday I worked a room and it was fucking ridiculous. Every single woman in that room, except for the one ugly one, came over to me. Although when I was leaving even she was affectionate with her goodbye.

I think what we do here is just one part of the many facets with which we might consider improving ourselves.

Full disclosure I did not get laid, which actually surprised me a bit, although I had fucked things up earlier in the week as I am prone to do, I figured I had done enough in terms of social proof to overcome it. That said I could have if I had initiated, but I am working on something in terms of escalating desire, that I want to explore.

Happy Father’s Day!!! Enjoy the day!

6/27/2019

68% @ 62 minutes

Kept tension steady, 2 days in a row. Good discipline. Fatigue came in late so I extended the duration a few minutes.

6/18/2019

68% @ 71 minutes

Kept the tension the same, 3 days in a row now and extended the duration. Finally some fucking discipline.

6/18/2019

Low tension @ 25 minutes

Didn’t feel like going longer so I called it.

6/19/2019

68% @ 50 minutes

Bit of an attachment issue, I just wasn’t paying attention.

6/19/2019

Second session

Low tension @ 60 minutes

Made sure the attachment was good, got the 60 minutes and we’re going to call it for the day. Good fatigue at the end so I didn’t want to extend the duration.

Cutting is going good, I’m at the lowest weight I’ve been in over 10 years. Still have a ways to go but I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.

Working on my mind, my body and my sexual function…….. Really on all the important facets of my life and shedding as many toxic inputs that seek to impede progress.

6/20/2019

75% @ 55 minutes

Almost. That’s it for the day, thinking I’ll have plans after work, put this thing to use..

6/21/2019

83% @ 70 minutes

New milestone.

Good stuff Buck.

6/21/2019

Second session:

34% @ 60 minutes

Second session was way tougher than the first. Strong fatigue last 10 minutes of the session.

Pretty good day.

6/22/2019

100% @ 30 minutes

Thinking I’ll have plans tonight and I was pressed for time and so knowing that it would be a shorter duration session I decided to test full tension. I was able to get 30 minutes which is a milestone however I could tell that we were not going to get much more. I need to invest more time at the ~ 83% tension level, to set the table for the July push.

Hold on to your self esteem, do not diminish yourself, do not roll over. Recognize your value and optimize your gifts in all respects.

Celebrate life!!!

6/23/2019

83% @ 54.5 minutes

I would have liked more but that’s all we could get. Further confirmation from yesterday that we’re not ready for 100% on the tension

Should note that 30 minutes of traction yesterday and the EQ was excellent..

6/24/2019

83% @ 34 minutes

Pressed for time, been the story, that changes on the first for most of July.