Today, after this session: Round 19 (55): Expansion patterns trending up I came to a turning point.
Exactly 10 months ago, I started the PE4F log and I was on the rudimentary track of PE4F. After this, a user named RomeoPlus gave me some tips and insights that bore fruit as far as the usage of this type of pumping setup. I followed his ghost track after swapping theory points with him in the thread that I found quite useful. Now, I’ve reached the turning point I targeted originally based on some other pumping theory and stories.
I have packed a tube I previously could not. And now I can only expand lengthwise in it. This was my target. Now that it has happened I am posed with two options.
Plan A
First option is the original plan. Work with this tube for probably 6 more months. See if it can pull my penis straight and continue to work my curvature out. If this is the case, looking at the clamping effect I would need to cut it out so that the pump negative forces have a better chance of pulling on my malformed CC and packing the tube that way versus packing the tube with some boosted temporary gains from clamping. I am prepared for that idea. It dovetails into my new project for 2019 where I want to do Vacuum Hanging with an LG hanger that I’m going to purchase very soon. i am leaning towards this option. Aesthetically it is the best option since length and curve correction have always been the most passionate and valuable parts of PE for me.
Plan B
Second option is the girth explosion plan. I’ve packed this tube. Move to the next. Keep working clamping aggressively and keep a steady hand on the pumping so that I can continue to prompt more girth gains. I -cannot- get any thicker at this point. The 2” tube has a circumference of 6.28” inside. So me coming out of the tube at 6.29” is the extent of what it will give me. Period. And I like the sensation and look of more girth but usually I’m more concerned with girth when I’m dating or fucking around. I am doing neither right now so it isn’t priority one.
The Quandary
I do not like the idea of using a perfectly good method to gain girth and basically discarding its potential to use it as a boost for length only. I like working on both if there’s potential and ability to work both. That isn’t often the case but here, it certainly can be. The 2” cylinder is so tight I felt the vaseline boiling on the side left of my glans where it packs against the tube. I literally cannot expand laterally any further and my girth gains WILL stop if I don’t go for the 2.25” tube next. I don’t want girth gains to stop now that I have them decoded. It simply is not a move I think is wise. Girth is very hard to get and the fact that I’m literally -controlling- and -limiting- my girth progress is innately upsetting. I do not like this idea. Not one bit.
Working more girth and moving up a tube size does basically mean I’m discarding curve correction for the time being. Until I pack the next tube. Splitting the difference would be going with Plan B but then, after I spend 10 more months packing that tube to capacity stopping the girth train and going for curve correction with the tighter tube (after growing into it and making it snug).
Other Thoughts
In 2019 I’m technically on the length train. Researching and running a vacuum hanger does mean that length is a goal and priority. Pumping in the 2” tube theoretically may be of more use than hopping the train to Girth City but I have to weigh running girth and length for an entire year. I do not think that it will affect length progress negatively compared to not pumping. I do think girth pumping will not boost length as much as snug tube length pumping will, however.
But, I’m only human. I’m a selfish male. Bigger is better and my research has given me enough insight that I can generate girth without a ton of effort, just time and attention, and I am loathe to give that up until I reach truly titanic proportions because part of me is still after more in that reflexive way that makes it nearly impossible for anyone to quit PE. I’ll be weighing it these next couple months as the PE4F log draws closer to its own conclusion.
I have the idea that Plan B is the path to take but that Plan A has merit worth exploring I need to sit back and decide if length and correction matter more than the concept of truly behemoth girth at will. It’s just another year of time. I simply need to plan it.