Possible minor injury

I’m glad youve got an appointment. I really hope they have some options for you.

Let us know what they say.

Hey Clubber, have you ever tried icing your penis once a day in the spots where you feel nerve pain, while restraining from ejaculation except maybe once a week?

I had a severely nerve damaged penis and it was the only thing that fixed my injury after a full year of dealing with it.

I also battled with depression for a while (before my injury ever happened), this may sound strange, but the thing that completely changed my life was learning elite social skills, and learning meditation along with it.

There’s nothing wrong with drugs but I don’t personally believe they will ever “solve” any issue.

Just my opinion though, I hope you can find your way man!

PS I don’t know your exact situation so sorry if I’m off on anything, and if you do decide to try icing your penis, you’ll probably have to freeze a baggie with water in it, it has to be very cold to have a good impact on your dick.

How’d your appointment go today?

As expected. The surgeon said he couldn’t operate on it. I knew this of course because the nerves in the glans are basically microscopic. I was hoping for a pain solution and he just said nerve blocks don’t really help and are temporary. It wasn’t all bad news though. His name is Dr. Dumanian by the way if I didn’t mention it. Probably one of the smartest doctors I talked to in person. I typed out my entire situation in one page and included a diagram of the neuroanatomy of the penis and glans, and highlighted my injury with a highlighter. I brought it with me to the appointment. I was gassed and didn’t have time to explain everything so I thought it was the best way. Before he came in to see me, he read the entire thing and I could tell because he understood the patterns of pain and when it improved these past few years and my story. The guy was fucking brilliant as far as his reading and comprehension skills, so this pleased me. He said he was glad that it got better before and that it should get better again. I asked about scar tissue and he mentioned when there is scar tissue there is bruising. I never had any visible bruising. He also mentioned that it was an unusual injury and basically inferred it didn’t make much sense without directly saying it. The guy seemed puzzled by it but thought it would get better on its own. He did seemed troubled by hearing my story though which made me feel uncomfortable. I realized that I stopped putting castor oil, along with the vitamin e and emu oil. The pain seemed much better when I was using them so I’m going to start again. This time I’m going to wrap it in some plastic wrap so the oils absorb better, instead of going all over my underwear. My penis was devastated after masturbating 3 times. Twice the one day and another the next day. I was just angry. I realize that I just need to leave it along for the time being. I tried ice before and at the time it made the pain worse but this was back in spring when the pain was raging out of control. Nothing seemed to help then. I’m going to continue getting off the meds. I’m going to get off the Librium and Suboxone real soon. These drugs are fucking with my mind and body. The gabapentin is awful. I mangled to reduce the gabapentin to 1200mg from 1800mg over the summer though. I’m not going to school this fall. Not because I don’t want to but because it is too stressful right now and I can’t focus at all because of all this. It is what it is. I’ll return when I’m ready to. As far as the debt, I returned 50% of the loan. The rest is tied up in cryptocurrency. I may just ask my dad for the money if I need to. I think Navient is happy to take my interest payments though. School is a business and I have doctors to help me sign off letters of petitions for SAP appeals. I’m not worried about getting money for school again if I have to take next spring off. I did get financial aid for 2017-2018 so not sure how all this will play out yet. But I’ll return in fall 2018 for sure. My health is always going to take priority. By fall 2018 should be plenty of time to get off the rest of these meds and heal from this. As far the prognosis of the injury. I don’t quite understand what happened. There was no sign of internal bleeding and if I did bruise the area it wasn’t severe. I believe by bruising the area and causing internal bleeding around the nerve, that this creates the fibrous tissue that may be entrapping the nerve. Dr. Dumanian said that over time this abnormal tissue will reabsorb. I said this before. I didn’t smash the fucking thing with a hammer. It isn’t beyond recovery. Its just a total mind fuck I think. All I could do is move forward.

I put the vitamin e, castor and emu oils on with the food plastic wrap and it really seems to help. I let it soak in for a few hours until the glans became prune shaped. I’m going to start putting these wraps on before I go to sleep to see if it helps with the nocturnal erections causing soreness. I’ve only been able to sleep for 4-5 hours for the past 6 weeks because I wake up in pain. Since I have withdrawal symptoms from the medications and can’t relax and fall back asleep. This has been a problem since the end of June. It was getting better but in July it just started hurting again. I wanted to post the diagram I showed this doctor. It is blank though and it doesn’t show what I highlighted.

Re reading the last few of my posts sucks. First time I ever re read a post later the same day I wrote it on this thread. It just seems like I blame everything on the drug withdrawal. I could acknowledge the injury more but then I’d be making it harder on my self. Sitting at home with nothing to do but think about how I need to heal from this is becoming depressing with everything scattered around with uncertainty. I don’t want to go on like this.

I think you did the right thing waiting on school and I’m glad the doctor seemed to listen to you. If the oils are helping that’s great. Withdrawal isn’t easy by any means so you don’t have to downplay it. Still, and this is just my opinion, you should try to get out of the house even if just to go to the store or the park. Staying inside all the time isn’t good for the mind I don’t think.

StraightDave24: Thanks for stopping by. What kind of nerve injury did you have? Mine is in the glans. Did you get burning, aching and throbbing and uncomfortable pain? Masturbation definitely makes it worse. Since I take so many drugs its hard to make decisions based on how I truly feel about this situation, which is really awful. I’m feeling crazy depressed. On top of my usual meds I took tianeptine 37mg and tianeptine sulfate 25mg and ate around 30-40mg of THC from an edible. I’m feeling really out of it. I didn’t realize how high I was until typing that sentence. Now I feel like I just got shot out of a rocket with my dick stuck in the electrical outlet. God save me.

I usually do walk. Walking right now, since I recently masturbated, causes way more pain because when my dick starts bouncing around and rubbing against my underwear its creating these long term potentiation whacked out nerve impulses. I’m going to try something new today. I’m going to take a warm shower and then put the oils on and loosely wrap it in plastic. I’ll try walking like this. I’ll try sleeping like this. I’ll try to stop eating meat completely. Stop masturbating as much as possible. Try icing it. I have a lot of healing and restorative peptides too at my disposal. I haven’t reconstituted them yet but in my fridge I have 2 vials of BPC-157 and 2 vials of Delta Sleep-Inducing peptide for the next few months. Then once I get off all the meds completely and haven’t eaten meat in awhile and maybe try fasting too to get rid of more toxins, I have N-Acetyl Epitalon Amidate, GHK-Cu, and Thymalin waiting for me. I got those too. Also, all the other lifestyle changes I need to focus on like meditating and exercise. This sucks.

I wanted to let you guys know. I made a Librium and Suboxone reduction today and the nerve sensations completely changed with the pain. It seems that even these small doses of Librium is really messing me up. When I updosed slightly from 2.4mg to 3mg last week it made me feel really depressed and possibly worse. I can see that now. Part of healing my dick is getting off all drugs too. I need to focus on that since it is in my control. I’m going to start icing it once a day too with ice cold water that I’m going to let sit in the freezer in a glass jar. I don’t like the feeling of pressing anything on my dick. I tried putting an ice pack on my dick yesterday while high on a marijuana edible. All of a sudden I got the hardest erection I ever gotten in my life basically and it spontaneously ejaculated. This is the second time within 30 days that I got a freakishly hard erection and ejaculated without touching my penis on a marijuana edible. The pain was horrific last night. Also, when I ate that edible I basically overdosed on THC, three or four weeks ago when I came without touching my penis. Also, that same night I had a vivid sex dream and a wet dream, which initiated this pain wave that never seems to stop. I guess I’ll stop eating edibles for now. It seems the drug withdrawal is causing this hyper aroused state. It is so easy to ejaculate too. I don’t even have to touch my penis. My nervous system is so fried from all this. I only slept 3 hours last night too. I think I average 4-5 hours of sleep this past 6 weeks. I need to get off these fucking drugs.

I just did the ice and for around 13-15 minutes. It was ice cold water and now the glans is throbbing horribly. The glans is very sensitive to cold and hot temperature. Is this something that I’m just going to need tough out? Or should I not use ice water?

The pain is slowly subsiding from the ice water but wow that really hurt in the worst way. I’ll try 10 minutes next time. How long is it safe to submerge your penis in ice water for?

I really think you should just let it rest. If anything just some mild heat from a rice sock held on your abdomen above your penis, nor actually touching. Just a warm sock not hot.

Other than that it’s about rest. Gotta distract yourself somehow. Write a book! Or draw. Something to keep yourself from messing with it.

Despite the ice water temporarily causing pain, it seemed to help overall but it’s hard to tell because of the insomnia I’ve had recently. It’s been really bad because the recent fapping and spontaneous ejaculation. I’m going to see the psychologist today. I don’t feel like going anywhere though. Luckily, I made an early appointment and it is at 11am today, so it won’t be as bad. I’ve been smoking cigarettes this week too so I need to deal with that now. Cigarettes make everything worse for me. I just feel like focusing on tapering the meds. It’s the only thing I have to look forward to and the only thing really in my control right now. I just feel like the sooner I’m off the Librium and Suboxone, the sooner I can adjust without them and get back to normal and the sooner I can get off the gabapentin which I believe destroyed of nervous system too. As far as the spontaneous ejaculating, it seems that cannabis triggers the overwhelming sexual urges. Once, I get this urge I basically just end up getting all panicky and lose control over my thoughts and feelings. I need normal brain and body chemistry.

Hi Clubber, aye man every time I see anybody trying to do something more positive in their life , whether it’s, rehabbing, self development, exercise, etc, you got my support 100%.

And I didn’t use ice water personally, I put a baggie probably half way full of water, put that in the freezer for 2 days (it does leak a little, but the water does freeze in the baggie for the most part). Then I layed over a towel on my bed and for 5 -20 minutes iced different painful spots on my dick, put the ice back in the freezer, and used it the next day.

One important aspect is to while icing, try to stay focused and present to the moment (this is where meditation helped me a lot), it helps the body relax and receive what it going through better, in my opinion.

Rinse and repeat

This was 50% of the battle, as the other side is to restrain from masturbation for a streak of days. You can still cum like once or twice a week to give yourself a break, but obviously the more work you put in, the faster the results will come.

I’m not gonna lie, this was by far the hardest physical obstacle I had to overcome, I’m just blessed I came on the other side.

By the way I’m not 100% certain this will work for everyone, but my neurologist and I argued about this being a real issue, and This was the only thing that healed me 100% (no offense to my neurologist of course).