Originally Posted by expandable
Mind if I ask how has it been rewarding for you? I can’t relate because I’ve gotten used to masturbating with porn. I try to cut back but I can’t edge without any visual aids.
I have a similar experience to titleist in that regard. Yeah your edging routine will take a hit. And yes sleeping may be a little less easy without jacking off first. But the rewards are omnipresent. Whenever I talk to a girl, I don’t see her as a sexual object anymore. I’m now attracted to each individual’s mannerisms, style, intellect etc. without the constant filter of mandatory big tits big ass imposed ideal of beauty and desirability. And I didn’t even notice that was the case. I think I’ve become a nicer person (especially to women) without porn, and I also think my self image has gotten healthier. It all goes subconsciously, too. An attractive woman on the streets no longer passes unnoticed or unappreciated.
On the question before that; I meant to say 11 months, not 23. 23 would be too much even for me, I think. I’ve done 19 I think. I guess for me some things are just more important than sex. I could probably do without entirely if I didn’t have this physical drive every now and then. But when it does happen it had better be worth my while, which is why I’m here haha.
February '16: 173 mm BPEL (6.81") 132 mm MEG (5.20")
November '18: 190 mm BPEL (7.48") 137 mm MEG (5.39")
Goal: A sustained 7.7" by 5.8" during intercourse