I hate my genetics.
I have this cord.
I have zero gains in 10 years of PE.
I tried to hang with a bib hanger but discovered after a year of that that I cannot hang and gain because the soft tissues of my dick are very susceptible to injury and the cord of my dick is extremely tough. Result? I have injuries - scar tissues from the hanger and zero gains.
IR lamp does nothing for me.
My dick does not even hang “normally” when flaccid because the cord is sort of holding it back so it sort of flips either side (I can’t explain right). A normal dick when soft to me looks like a water filled or fat filled tube which sort of just moves freely as the man moves - but mine is not like that - mine is like a piece of sinew which is shorter at the front / dorsal side and it is so unbelievable disheartening. My flaccid has the glans kind of pulled back also where the cord is holding it back.
Do you guys know what it is like to have friends around you gaining 2 and 3 and more inch’s - even within months and me not being able to gain a single 1/10 of an inch in years of trial and error? It makes me feel sick in my stomach with a combination of fear and dread and humiliation and self hatred.
My dick has a fairly high erection angle, and is sort of banana shaped due to the cord.
My cord is very easy to find and grab when getting hard and is also very easy to find and grab when absolutely flaccid - I can pinch separate that cord from the soft meaty tissues underneath. My cord is more like an “T” and runs from the glans right down the middle and top of my dick to the pubic bone and there it divides and goes underneath and goes into my pelvic bone somewhere where it originates.
So since my cord goes under and right into my pelvic bone at the anatomical origination points I can make a fairly safe estimate that I was born this way.
My flaccid stretched length is shorter than my erect length fractionally - or maybe exactly the same.
I have had zero, nil, nothing, no gains in length at all.
I just took a ruler to my totally flaccid dick and pinch separated the cord from the rest of the tissues and it is like an Achilles tendon and measures approximately 1” (one whole inch) across the width. The depth I guess is similar by the feel of it. This cord runs along the top of my dick between the two corpus cavernosum chambers and also down inside between these two chambers so as to be of a kind of T configuration.
Having this cord makes me feel sick.. No routine, no device, no magic potion has managed to - nor is likely to, give me any gains in length. At all. Ever. This makes me so rage full sometimes that I cannot possibly describe. The worst part is that so many other guys can gain and I can’t - that’s the bit that I can’t handle.
I am making this post for the informational purposes of those who might need it.
In terms of elastin versus collagen proportions I am certain that mine is not at all elastic.
I also believe that this cord may be associated with a higher potential for acquiring Peyronie and also with D you p you y t r e n s c o n t r a c t you r e . (I HATE YOUR STUPID SPELL CHECK after a dozen times of not letting me post the proper names even after selecting manual input - what a piece of garbage software)
I have also managed to acquire fibrous scars, lumps and pain in my penis (forming as above).
Do not ask me about deconditioning or changing routines or question my ability to follow instructions because you will just enrage and insult me for your erroneous presuming.
The cord exists - however one wishes to describe it.
Cords vary in elastin to collagen proportion amongst men it seems.
My cord is an inch across and about the same deep in T formation which is bigger than any cord I have seen mentioned.
I hate my life. I hate my genetics. I hate that I cannot gain whilst other can.
If anyone has any questions I will be in my quarters playing Russian roulette (you have to PM me to get me to respond because I am too defeated to be perusing this thread looking for responses to answer)
K, bye.
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