Guilty Spark's Atypical Log

That, and you can make use of a good flaccid whenever you need to pee. No more trying to fish it out of the fat pad so you don’t make a mess!

Yes! 😂 It used to be that I had to stretch my flaccid and basically pull it out of my pants. Now it just hangs nice and full.

Consistency is key. The days you most don’t feel like doing PE are the ones where it is most important to push through. Be dedicated, and you will get results. You can do this. We all can. Also, I feel that regular rest days are important. I have three per week, and two are back to back.

I masturbate on my off days. The reason is because usually multiple times a session I get close to orgasm. This results in being pent up, and when I am pent up, it is easier for me to orgasm by mistake while doing PE.

Masturbating usually means fap material. I saw a video today featuring a guy with a big dick. We all know that porn distorts things, but I was watching for clues. Some examples, the size of it compared to his hand, forearm, and her face. Pretty sure it wasn’t just camera tricks. Dude had a big dick. When I compared it to mine, it caused me to realize just how far I have yet to go. I’m not sure how big he was, but I’d guess 8 x 6 minimum.

It’s honestly kind of discouraging. Eight months of effort and counting, and I’m not even seven long. Girth I think is doing pretty well. That might be close to six, but I’m not sure. I’m not measuring for another four months. The road ahead is long indeed.

We all have good days and bad days. What are you gonna do if when you decide to measure it’s a bad day? Step on it and quit? That’s why it’s important to regularly measure and keep a log of your “averaged” measurements. That’s the only real way to know.

Aspects in porn are everything. Maybe the chick is small in stature and makes him look big, maybe the dude is small in stature and that makes him look big, maybe it’s a camera lens trick, maybe he’s actually big? I don’t know, who cares about him? I wouldn’t gauge yourself on any of that. Get a ruler out every now and then, write it down, average it out. Boom. Done.

You choke yourself with anticipation. I would find that exhausting.

-Stay safe

Last night’s session was legitimately bad. I felt tired, my horny levels were pretty much non existent, my flaccid was smaller than usual, my room was hot, so I was sweating a bit (both of these contributed to a weaker grip), it was difficult to get hard, and also difficult to stay hard, and my EQ was pretty bad. It wasn’t until around 60 jelqs that I felt like I was starting to get semi decent expansion.

I’ve said multiple times that if a man is going to seriously pursue getting a bigger penis, he needs to be consistent, especially on days where he doesn’t feel like doing it. Well last night was certainly one of those nights. It took a tremendous amount of willpower for me to get through last night’s session, but I did it, and this morning I was glad I did. Woke up with some huge feeling morning wood. I am continually seeing signs of size increase, and I want to keep the gain train going.

I think I at least know why my EQ was bad. I was pretty hungry last night and ate a large amount of food. It is said that if the body is digesting, more blood is sent to the stomach and the penis doesn’t work as well. That may very well have been it.

I felt like tonight was going to be a great session, and it was, with one notable bump in the road; I had a good deal of trouble getting hard. I was not expecting this since I had a full, fluffy flaccid that I was able to easily work into a semi while I was waiting for the sock to microwave, and I was also getting semi hard during the stretching. Aside from the getting hard issue, stretching was great with a firm grip the whole time, and once I actually got hard, expansion was crazy. I feel like that’s about as thick as I’ve ever been.

I think I’m going to start only having an orgasm once a week again. I haven’t had trouble controlling it for a long time now, and with my penis definitely suffering from symptoms of overwork, I think I will start needing the extra arousal that is a result of less frequent orgasms to combat the exercise fatigue.

It’s hard to describe in words, but various small signs keep showing that I am gaining size. So exciting! Someday I’m going to have that huge dick I’ve always wanted!

Dude, very interesting read throughout your thread.
Consistency is king, you are going to make it happen.

Well I think it’s time to rethink my approach to PE. Although there has been no span of PE for me where my dick did not get fatigued and lose sensitivity, I have nevertheless had impressive gains. Gains are useless however if I can’t have sex because I can’t get it up. Up until now I have always been leery of reducing the amount or intensity of my PE for fear of not gaining as quickly. That has to change. Currently my routine is 10 minutes of stretching followed by 200 jelqs four days a week, with three days off, one day off at mid week, and two back to back days off for the weekend. My routine may not sound intense, but the jelqs are very intense, though few in number compared to what others do. Two out of the last three times I have tried to have sex have been failures. I want to have sex (who doesn’t), but I also do not want to stop PE. This is how things will go.

I last did PE on Monday. I will not do any PE until I see my FWB again. I want to have sex for once. I am hoping to see her on Tuesday. My new schedule will be the same 10 min of stretches and 200 jelqs, but it will only be three days a week, and none of them will be consecutive. I need to find a good balance between quality PE that results in gains, and maintaining a functioning dick. Exercise days will be Mon Wed Fri with the other days of the week off. Here’s hoping!

Small correction, routine will be Sun Tue Thu instead. That way two of the days I have off from pe will be days that she is available to hang out.

It honestly feels so wrong to have the ability to do PE and not be doing it, but what feels even more wrong is the fact that I’ve tried to have sex with my FWB three times and only been successful once. That is worse for my confidence than having a penis that is smaller than I would like. It doesn’t matter how big it is if it doesn’t work. Fortunately this is not an end to PE. I am taking a short break to reset somewhat and to actually have sex when the chance comes along, but starting maybe this week, I will be resuming PE on a reduced schedule. I want to keep gaining, but I also need to have a functioning dick.

Hello friend 343!

don’t get demoralized! Both having sex and progressing in PE are important. Take a breath, relax for a time and you will see that everything will work :-) Surely just as your cock responded well to PE, it will equally return to excellent erections by giving it time and possibly doing some more suitable erection exercises such as Kegels. Good luck and give us an update. :up:

I will! Thank you for the advice and encouragement! If you look above in the thread, I outlined my new routine. It involves 200 fewer jelqs per week, and there will be a rest day in between each session. I think this will allow me to continue to gain while maintaining functionality. For now though, my break continues, and hopefully the next time I see my FWB, we will be able to have sex.

This may sound a bit strange, but one thing I like about PE is that when the penis gets bigger, EVERYTHING gets bigger, including the urethra and opening at the end. It now feels more like I have a fire hose attached to my pelvis than anything else. Taking a piss feels really good and satisfying.