Reflections and Progress: thoughtfulgold

This benefit to being secretive is one that I had not thoroughly considered. I like this view point also.

Like you said, in both of our countries and many countries in this world PE is not accepted. So many of us across the planet face this same struggle. I am glad you can identify with what I had to say. And I am glad it made you think.

De nada! Creo que todos aquí estamos para ayudarnos a crecer entre todos. En lo posible, aportar nuestro granito de arena lo cual forma este gran arenero de enormes joyas de incalculable valor, tanto para la mente y enfoque, vida, pene etc.
Algún día se dará el hecho de que valoren como se merecen tanto a faloculturistas como al p.e.
No obstante hasta entonces, deberemos ser inteligentes y pensar más antes de hablar o hacer, para nuestro ego, el cual en muchos casos es tan poderoso, como frágil.
Me fascinan tus post, tus planteos, reflexiones y aportes sobre teorías y demás, sigue así! ; Yo mientras tanto seguiré escribiendo mí destino tanto en el p.e como en esta vida que me toca, y aprovechar esta prodigiosa perseverancia por vivir y disfrutar cada segundo que tengo, un saludo compañero TG!

You’re welcome! I think everyone here is here to help us grow together. As much as possible, contribute our bit of sand which makes this great sandbox of enormous gems of incalculable value, both for the mind and focus, life, penis etc.
Some day will be given the fact that they value as they deserve both faloculturists and e.g.
However until then, we must be smart and think more before speaking or doing, for our ego, which in many cases is as powerful as it is fragile.
I am fascinated by your post, your thoughts, reflections and contributions on theories and so on, keep it up! ; Meanwhile, I will continue writing my destiny both in the p.e and in this life that touches me, and take advantage of this prodigious perseverance to live and enjoy every second I have, a greeting TG fellow!

error mío… saludos!

In the last 8 days I haven’t pumped. That is my primary PE method as of now and if you track my high pressure log, my last entry is here: Round 14 (50): Narrowing down a pattern. and it has been over a week since I’ve restarted.

I do not want to decondition but sometimes, with other life events and dating, you just don’t think about it. You don’t push to do PE every window that you should to be consistent. And most importantly, you live like you’re supposed to by being versatile and changing routines instead of trying to bend your life around a PE schedule.

It is of note to mention that this is something that stalls my gains at this point, since gains are logarithmic and I’ve had a lot of gains already…that I cannot afford to shirk routines in theory. That between 2016 and 2018 I have gained roughly .25” BPEL and between .2” and .4” girth depending on how you measure my starting point.

These gains are the gains of a man who has exhausted the easy methods and is resorting to hard PE to push further. Hard PE which requires a consistent adherence to a schedule. Hard PE with advanced theory behind it, several stacked together that still requires months of devotion to see even slight changes. That is the perspective I want to put in mind here. That many who are early on in their journey looking to find a half inch in 6 months or an inch or more in a year do not realize that PE is a marathon and that sometimes it is the most minor victories that really count.

For me, measuring consistently over 6” MSEG and over 9” BPEL made the last 2 years worth it. But pushing further, while I’m motivated and devoted, will not supplant dating and energy spent on living life and working productively. This is what must be weighed and ultimately, it places adversity in the way of my PE that cannot be directly overcome without forcing PE into my schedule when it is being spontaneous. This also is from a guy who sucks at keeping an actual calendar (I got up and tore off my July page just now, even though August is half over so I know calendar track is a weak point of mine) and is just trying to live well.

So, for those who follow this log I do want you to know that 9x6” was the hard goal I had set in stone and I managed to get over that and stay over that on my 9 year anniversary but…moving forward may not be practical or possible with the time constraints the PE required will have.

The facts of the devices and routines I’m looking at is that they require more than I can give now. PE4F requires strict adherence to what days it is done to keep tissue weakened properly and utilize inflammation and temp gains towards a permanent goal. Looking at Vac Hanging, it is a similar time constraint and the equipment is very expensive. I want to increase glans size and length to a 10” BPEL mark but Vac Hanging has significant demands of an hour or more a day and a pulley system to be effective while seated. I can create such a system but I’m not as sure I *want* to keep pouring time and money into PE to keep making such small strides.

This is my quandary and sometimes honesty is the best poilicy. I will be evaluating it as I retry PE4F and Full Package pumping at the end of the 3rd quarter and into the 4th and re-evaluate before Christmas on what next year PE goals are, if any.

I had a strong erection and when I was applying the cable cuff I went for the extra nights like usual and the catch snapped and flew out. Being amused by this my erection was strong for the entire session after replacing that cable cuff with a new one. After 9 minutes had elapsed I started trying to get my erection at 110% and then break this cable cuff. Because that’s how the mind works sometimes seeing things as challenges. And I felt this cable cuff Catch start to buckle a little but then I hit the point of no return, then orgasmed. So my session ended before I could pump. However the post hang erection was very good and I suspect I’ll be able to complete my full session tomorrow.

It isn’t often that I’m unable to start a session because I don’t finish in the clamp. It has happened but is not the main reason why my sessions don’t happen on schedule. But I’m working on my time management skills. PE will get back on track eventually.

Hi thoughtfulgold,

I’m a newbie that started today but is really motivated, hoping this is all true, I don’t mind hard work, commitment and dedication but I don’t want to ruin my sex life with injuries.. I was reading your log and was wondering what you meant at the end with “what you gained with was could not be measured with a ruler”, but could not find it;

Because last I tabulated, it was around $8000 I spent on gear and accessories. Probably closer to $9000 now but…that cost is small compared to what it cost me mentally and then what I was able to gain at this point is not measured on a ruler.

Thanks!

Those things are exactly what I meant.

They are intangible and important.

Con respecto a el tema de tu brazalete clamp. Según lo que tengo entendido de tus avances, es que ganaste mucho grosor en la base, y con respecto a ello, yo últimamente estoy ganando en la base únicamente.
¿a que se puede deber?
¿Existe alguna manera de contrarrestar ello y ganar más grosor en el tronco medio, superior y el glande?

Muchas gracias TG!

Regarding the theme of your clamp bracelet. According to what I understand of your progress, it is that you gained a lot of thickness in the base, and in relation to that, I am lately winning in the base only.

What can be done?

Is there any way to counteract this and gain more thickness in the middle, upper and glans trunk?

Thank you very much TG

You have to try different methods. Any girth method works base most usually, clamping or pumping are most common. There is no way to target any part of the penis to be thicker. Just work it all and hope.

So what about all those different types of exercises?Sadsak s, Bends, different types of squeezing..I believe there are ways to target different areas in the penis, that s how that m9ter guy described it too, from reddit.

The issue with trying to Target different areas of the penis with any of those bending exercises is that blood does not move in an island formation inside of your penis. Thusly other parts of your penis will still expand while performing the exercises in question. Which part of your penis will actually experience permanent expansion is not dictated by the part which you are targeting at that time. Targetting part of your penis to grow does not mean it will respond to the stimuli as you plan.

I have spent 9 years targetting my curve and only gotten somewhat correction while all of the rest of my penis has expanded in ways I did not plan. Base girth especially.

You can try to customize how you wish your penis will grow but ultimately only the way your tissue responds will decide exactly what happens.

You do seem to have straightened it out pretty much. That s judging from your 2014-2018 photos. Oh well, i guess it won t respond as you target it…I also do bends for my down-curve, do you think i should stop that and just do basic squeezes like Uli’s and such??

My case and your case are too different to make a suggestion. Too much different tissue is deformed in too different a fashion for our cases to be directly comparable.

Do what you think will work and then if it doesn’t work remain open-minded so that you can find something that will. That is the only way to find the method that will correct your curve the way you want.