Reflections and Progress: thoughtfulgold

This is a smart man ^^^

Thank you sir.

It’s been over ten years. Ten damned years chasing size goals, EQ and some kind of magic penis to patch up my on and off sex life.

I am about ready to hang it up.

But, the fire in me…the same thing driving me to hone my body, to seek knowledge and professional skills…that same thing is telling me I still have more cock in my future. That 10”+ isn’t impossible for me. And if you look at my posts I admit to some level of lunacy. That people with my size are so rare they aren’t even on the charts for human penis size. My response to that omission?

I do not give a flying fuck.

The only thing that matters to me is that I managed to put myself on a path I did not see myself on a year ago and couldn’t have imagined 5 years ago. So to find out that on this path my penis can still continue to grow? Why the fuck not? I originally worried I wouldn’t be able to give PE the attention I normally do when giving my other goals their due. Turns out I can multi-task and give out 300% more than I previously thought. I would rather do that than just let dreams die.

I am currently waiting on LG to do my custom extender that will use my super large LG Hangar bell to affix. I’m an extender guy at heart and the fact that I’m one custom order away from just strapping it on and forgetting about it is a seriously important thing for me. I have the patience for an extender because it lets me move without lugging 15lbs of weight from my penis. Even though these springs will offer up to 10lbs of force, I feel that I’ll be well within any modicum of length and possible girth gain in a few months time. I know that the size of the bell will increase my glans size, which is a goal I nearly bought a glans cylinder for but held off due to my vastly differing girth from top to bottom.

I’ve finally gotten into the groove of making the rest of my life progress simultaneously. My progress with my marksmanship has gone exceptionally well, school is going well and I am averaging a lot of hours per week. I am living the most progress I can at a time and I am as happy as I can be about it.

I am not the happiest in the world as it would be nice to have another partner in my life along with my primary but I don’t have that luxury as of now. I do have the luxury to be striving towards 4 goals at once though. To be in the best stage of life I’ve been in and more independent and happy than ever before…even if that is not the maximum amount of happy I can theoretically be.

I will not stop until I attain my full dream. And…a penis in the double digits is a part of that dream.

You are the fucking man.

This post made my day.

Nice post. Completely sums up my own experiences, thoughts and feelings on the subject.

“I do not give a flying fuck.”

Yes sir, that would be the one.

Good to see you goin for it TG

The one what?

I had to be honest with myself. I’m new to having ambition. I never understood how it worked and had to develop and understanding of its effect on my mind and my body. And the nature of ambition demands that it not be limited.

As long as I don’t pursue too many goals at once I can pursue whichever goals I desire. Currently I can remove my car from the list because it is almost nearly fixed. And soon I’ll be able to remove other things from list as I accomplish them. The power of being driven has no tangible limit.

I’ve just paid for my extender. I’m about to buy supplements for the next 90 days for my fitness goals. I just picked up a perfect long-term carry piece. And still moving on other goals at the same time. Life must be filled with things that matter.

I write so much on the mentality behind victory in PE. In finding the way to get your gains and recover your sanity. But in truth, these things are applicable to any part of life. They can help you achieve any number of things…not just a monster dong. But…think about why you’re reading my posts. Why you click on my threads and scroll and scroll…

Part of you wants something. You want something so bad you can taste it at times and it makes you seek knowledge and insight to shorten your path to your goal. And each step you take to learning and applying knowledge…your anticipation of completing the task grows. Ever greater, more intense and brighter.

That is the key. Anticipation.

Without this…ambition dies. The anticipation and eagerness to complete a goal are what ambition actually is in reality. If you aren’t anticipating the completion of a goal every step of the way you are literally doing yourself a disservice. You cannot be truly motivated if this is the case. Motivation comes with anticipation, dreaming of visions of your inevitable victory. All of these things must be present if you want to do the hard things and get anywhere serious in life.

Sure, you’re reading this post on an anonymous dick forum but this is real shit. If you’re imagining a heavy, thick penis between your legs as you read this you’ve gotten one crucial step down. People act as though fantasizing about their goals is wrong or inherently immature when really it’s the adult way to cajole yourself to great deeds. I came to this as my anticipation for my new device and eventual surgery have me stoked. I’ve decided my path forward and the custom extender is just step one. I know what I want and I realize that giving a damn about what anyone thinks about it is a self-imposed stumbling block. So discarding that and realizing I am eager to get all I can get ensures that whatever I’m capable of will be realized.

Do not be ashamed of your goals. Lick your lips. Imagine. Feast on them in your mind and your reality will provide. Be it a 10 inch or bigger penis…or anything else you can feasibly imagine and see yourself accomplishing.

It’s hard to encapsulate a posture perfectly. But that comes pretty close to when you’ve got your purpose on something.

Amen and feast on today.

In preparation to seek a surgical consultation I’ve got a penile Doppler ultrasound planned. I’ll post here and separately describing the process and experience. I know almost everyone here believes I have no need in any further PE and honestly, I agree. You’re right. I have zero need to enlarge my penis further.

That is immaterial because it is something I want to do. Simply because I like to do it. There’s posts on this topic and thoughts I haven’t shared on it but…

Ultrasound coming soon. I’ll walk you through it so you know what to expect should you ever need one.

It will certainly be interesting to see what 10 years of PE looks like internally

TG, is there preference Doppler images available from decade ago? It would be interesting indeed if there were.