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Gonna be honest, I don’t think I just need a break for the sake of my penis or even of my hand. I think I need a break in general. It’s amazing that even though I’m very excited to see it constantly getting bigger, more and more the thought of PE just makes me go ugh. It takes so long, and I’d rather be doing other things. On nights when I don’t have work the next day, I procrastinate endlessly. For real this time, I’m going to do PE. Hoping for a great session.
I would categorize tonight’s session as pretty much perfect, except for two problems.
1. I experienced significant discomfort in my left hand while jelqing. I pushed through, and the pain became more tolerable as the session went on, but it was bothering me until the end.
2. Part way through I realized I had to piss. I don’t like having to piss when trying to be horny and stay hard. For me it just doesn’t work as well.
Aside from those two problems, everything else went like a dream. I got hard easily, I stayed hard easily, EQ was fantastic, and not once did I feel like I was close to having an orgasm. I have a theory as to why this is, and if it’s true, then I may not have to take a week off after all. After my session last Saturday, I took my first two consecutive days off since I began having problems. That was Sunday and Monday. Tuesday I made it to 290 jelqs of 300, then lost control. So close. Wednesday was tricky, but I completed my session successfully, plus an extra 10 jelqs to make up for Tuesday. The plan was to take Thursday off, and then PE Fri and Sat. Instead, I drove out of town to have sex on Friday. So I had Sun Mon off, Did PE Tue Wed, then had Thu and Fri off. I think these extended rest periods are allowing me to heal and recover without having to take off an entire week. I’ll see how things feel when I PE tomorrow. If things go well, I’ll take Mon Tue off, then restart my regular PE weeks running on Wed Thu PE, Fri off, then Sat Sun PE.
The plan was to take Thursday off, and then PE Fri and Sat. Instead, I drove out of town to have sex on Friday. So I had Sun Mon off, Did PE Tue Wed, then had Thu and Fri off. I think these extended rest periods are allowing me to heal and recover without having to take off an entire week.
I see a trend. 2 on/2 off/2-3 swing. Keep up the good work and use that thing!
I see a trend. 2 on/2 off/2-3 swing. Keep up the good work and use that thing!
I’m trying to get back to the two on, one off, two on, weekends of schedule I used to have.
This morning I was checking out my dick. I can’t believe how big it looks. I think that when I measure at the six month mark, I’m going to love where I’m at, but those gains will only motivate me to keep pressing on and get everything I can out of PE. I’d be happy to reach 7x6. I would be ecstatic to reach 8 long. Where will I be after one year of PE? I’m excited to find out!
So guess what? Wait for it. This should hardly come as a surprise. I am once again reconsidering taking a week off. I know I know, I flip flop on this constantly. Since I have begun taking more rest days, my penis seems to be recovering without having to take any extended time off. Last night’s session was just about perfect, barring a few minor inconveniences. If tonight also goes well, I’m going to take the next two days off (tonight ends month four), and start month five on Wednesday.
First of all, a report on tonight’s session. It was pretty close to perfect. Left hand felt much better, there was no need to piss right in the middle of things, and erection quality was fantastic throughout. I said close to perfect because there was a minor blip. Early in, I started to lose my erection. I’m not sure, but I think maybe this was due to my mind sabotaging me. I was able to get my erection back pretty quickly and keep going.
I do think it’s worth noting here that without my previous experience learning what stimulation and how much I could use without going over the edge, it’s possible I might not have been able to salvage this.
The erection difficulties, minor as they were, make me wonder if my penis still has not recovered enough from overwork. I do have two more rest days starting tomorrow, and then I’ll see where things are at. Really hoping that month five goes much more smoothly than month four did.
Normally when I masturbate on my weekends, I end up being disappointed at what my girth has settled down to during the time off. This time however, I am satisfied with what I saw. I’m not as thick as I want to be yet, but some of the girth I’ve been working hard for finally seems to be sticking. Length is the most obvious and dramatic gain I have gotten so far. Girth is just going to take awhile, but I am happy to work for it.
A new challenge has presented itself; cold. My job is outside, and these last few days have been bitterly cold. Working 8 hours in single digit and teen temps seems to have a draining effect. More than usual when I get home, I want to lay down and go to sleep. I will persevere though. I am seeing results, and I feel I am close to achieving some of my initial goals. More than that though, I am hoping to have a fifth month back at PE that is better than the fourth one was. The fourth one was pretty rocky. Tonight I will see if things get off to a good start.
Tonight was REALLY good! I’ll talk about things at length tomorrow. Right now it is late, and I need to get to bed.
At 9:12 PM last night I set my timer for 18 minutes and laid down. I had planned on doing PE at 9:30 … except it did not happen at 9:30. Instead I kept setting the timer until 10:15 PM. At that time, I decided it was now or never. I still had to get enough sleep for work the next day.
Honestly this was dangerous. There was a very real possibility that I could have said “screw it” and gone to bed, especially since I was still slightly on the fence about taking a week off. Two things stopped me however.
1. My desire to see if my penis had been “reset” without an extended break won out.
2. Looking at my penis, I was impressed. It had been nearly three days since I had done any PE, yet it seemed to have a surprising amount of size. This clear indication that my hard work was paying off perhaps more than anything else motivated me to push through my tiredness. So, how was the session? Really good!
Stretching was actually a bit of a problem because I was finding it hard to stay soft for it. When it was time to jelq, I got hard without much trouble. Staying hard also was not a problem. I almost came only once. Toward the end my EQ was starting to suffer as is often the case with intense sessions, and it took a bit more effort to maintain EQ. This resulted in a “near miss”, but it didn’t happen. My left hand was bothering me, but I pushed through. Expansion was awesome, and it looked really thick. Tonight will be the real test. Was last night just a fluke, and I really do need an extended break, or am I back in the game? I will know soon!
Last night’s session was pretty much perfect. I’m gaining enough length that there’s a good bit to stroke. Expansion was insane and EQ was good. My left hand barely bothered me at all. Only one anomaly. At 260 jelqs, I began to lose my erection. In the span of 10 jelqs or so, I got it back though full force, so I’m wondering if it’s just mental sabotage. Today is a rest day, and it’s definitely needed as my penis is feeling the exercise fatigue.
I’m a little unsure about tonight. I will of course make an attempt as always, but I didn’t really eat that great today, so I’m kind of hungry, and for me being hungry equals not as much penis function. Also my left hand seems like it’s going to be a problem tonight. Still have some time before I plan to do PE, so in the meantime I’m eating snack type foods to take the edge off.
This is probably another one of those mental pep talk posts I do sometimes when I need some extra motivation. I am about to attempt a session. Key word, attempt. I have doubts. I look forward to going back to the time when I can know with certainty that each session will be successful.
Although I have had two awesome sessions so far this week, they were not without their minor issues as I have detailed in previous posts, issues I suspect could be lingering symptoms of overwork. I seem to have mostly moved past the uncontrollable orgasm problem. I’m hoping that the fact I have not climaxed for four days will help out with any potential erection difficulties. I feel like if I can get through the rest of this week without issues and then take the weekend off to rest, I will be in good shape. Getting back to my regular schedule is what is needed for me to once again have successful PE.
About that pep talk part; I am seeing results. All the time it is looking bigger. I will not stop until I have reached my minimum goal size of 7 x 6! I would consider myself extraordinarily lucky to have any gains beyond that. I might keep going though just to see how far I can push things.
Tonight’s session was perfect! Not even going to mention my left hand (just did) or the fact that I realized I had to pee after my hands and penis were lubed up and I was getting hard for jelqing. My hand has hurt worse before than it did tonight, and having to pee, though annoying, was not a major obstacle. I got hard without much trouble. More importantly I STAYED hard pretty easily, and there were no near orgasms. I think I’m back!!! Penis is looking THICK every time I finish jelqing. Easily pornstar thick I’d say. It took months for my penis to be that thick after jelqing, and it will probably take months more to cement those measurements. I will keep working hard to achieve my goals. I want a pussy slayer between my legs!