I touch on this from time to time and one of the things that I’ve seen here lately discussed here: Gaining 10+ cubic inches is how exactly do you go from gaining the average 3.5 cubic inches to doubling your size or more. And really, in the comments there and in many of the things I talk about there are some common threads but I’d like to connect them for brevity’s sake and see if it can be agreed upon.
I originally had a tilted view of getting into the "ludicrous" range of size. I spoke on it here a bit and shared some of my apprehension: Shatter The Boundaries however…the fact of the matter is I need to face facts. This is my penis. This is my journey. This is my choice.
Thusly, the limitations I spoke of in that post I just linked in an entry I made a couple months back? They actually do not exist. They are a barrier I set before myself to keep myself from reaching a goal I, myself, want. Yes, there is some practical application to not reaching 10" BPEL. There’s practical application in not reaching 2.5" width. But I have to realize those for myself, not be pushed into it by someone else. And regardless of what it is that others have told me…I know what I want.
That is the key here. I know what *I* want. And it doesn’t matter who thinks it is ludicrous and ridiculous or that my reasoning is flawed. This is a choice I am making and the more I embrace what it is I’m doing, the faster the results and happiness from achieving a goal I set will come. I set goals when I first started PE. I exceeded them. But as I traveled this PE journey I set new goals. Numbers or visualizations that followed me as I strove for greater size. And I’ve always been cagey with sharing my goals, with anyone. But…that caginess is a form of shame. I can’t hide what it is I want from myself. I cannot pretend that not vocalizing my goals makes them more legitimate or less offensive.
As a matter of fact, saying "ridiculous" or "ludicrous" in reference to your goals is the worst thing you can do. Anything ridiculous or ludicrous is undesirable. It becomes unattainable because the context makes it not something you want. It becomes a limit you set for yourself. You are holding yourself back. When you say something is unattainable or "if I get that big it would be dumb" or anything similar you doom your gains to a "safe" and ultimately mediocre level. Stop that. Broaden your horizons. Change your perspective. Warp your reality into the shape you truly want.
I do know that vocalizing and embracing my goals will bring them to me faster. That’s the thing. That’s why I’m posting now. It is not just silliness to try hypnosis and subliminal conditioning. It primes you to accept the reality you seek to create where you have a penis the size of a summer sausage if that is in fact your dream. I listen to a variety of PE subliminals nightly and during my workouts custom made by a friend of mine. I can PM you her email address if you’re interested but…the truth is I have to speak on and be honest about my goals and a bit of what happened to create them. Because my goals are fast approaching and I want them here even faster. I want my mind and body primed to create the reality I’ve secretly dreamed of for years and I simply refuse to pretend that the mental aspect of PE is less important than the physical aspects. In all my years doing PE, my mental state has always been the meter for the gains I receive. Always.
The origin of the length goal is easy. Everyone where I come from, a black neighborhood with horrible manners regarding sexual matters, acts as though 8" long is average. So that meant 9" was big and half the guys in the neighborhood claimed 9" (pretty damn sure they had half that, most of them) and 10" is where the black woman seemed to show respect. This is before I started dating exclusively not black women (which is pretty much all white women for now) and finding that white women are legitimately impressed by 7" length. Seriously. Almost without exception. Even size queens set their minimum bars around 7.5" and will fuck you happily, regardless if they claim they’ve had bigger or not. But it was too late. The damage had been done. I want 10" or more in length. Simple as that. I will achieve it.
The girth goal started with some stories with the second ex-girlfriend. In essence she claimed she fucked a guy 5" long with a Campbell’s soup can for a cock. I dismissed that. It seemed too impractical. But she has this hypercunt friend who sleeps around more than she changes underwear and was sleeping with a guy "as thick as a $100 bill" and that fucked me up. Because, the dummy I am didn’t understand the dollar bill test. I thought the head of his penis was as wide as a fucking piece of US paper currency and he had to be 2.5"+ across. And they played up this asshole to the maximum. I never saw the pictures that all the girls in this hen circle saw. But I was actually brought in to meet this guy, and the wimpy husband of the 3rd hen in the circle. So these 3 women cackled and laughed at the interactions we men had that day. And really…the entire day was juvenile. I won’t go into it. But we nearly cleared out a local Pizza Hut because we were talking loudly about sex at the center long table because these female creatures were absolutely horrible. I mean really.
But…I want the head of my penis to reach 2.5" across (and 2.5" long, cuz I like the square look my glans has) and have a proportially thick shaft to support it ( 7" MSEG or more).Currently I’ve reached 2 and 1/8" glans width after a workout and steady at 2" across with no workout. The glans length is 2" or a touch shy at times. But it is trending up. It is literally the biggest focus I have right now and the sensation for me of first entering a girl with a glans as wide is something I treasure. It is not always practical. It almost always needs lubrication. But I don't care. I accept this as the price of enjoying what I want. Of reaching my goals and being happy with what penis I create.
I cannot abide by living in a world where I set limits on myself. I will do what I want and there are so many ways to successfully have sex and do extreme or not extreme insertions that size concerns are almost completely baseless. However…you do take on the responsibility of accepting whatever preparation is necessary to accommodate the size that you create for yourself.
If you cannot do accept the preparation required to accommodate an extreme size penis, an extreme size is not for you.
I accept it. It is a part of my dream, the one I have hidden deep down. And the more I accept what it is I want, the faster I can achieve it. Think hard and long about what you want. Be honest. Then set it as a goal, openly in your mind. There is no point in shame or pretending. You only slow yourself down by worrying or fretting about what others think. It is you, your penis and your life. Get what you want and do not be afraid to pursue it with your entire being. That is the lesson here. And as the years have gone on in PE, this is the thing I credit my continued gains to.
Unchain your mind and free your desires to change your future into the reality that you want for yourself. Do this without hesitation or shame and your goals will rocket towards you.
