Sorry for going missing for a while.
Truth is, a blend of different reasons happened: I’ve been on vacation for a while, then different role and shifts at work, then finally an annoying blister when I got back at PE.
A few days ago something also happened that made me think.
I had in my hand the inner roll of kitchen paper (the cardboard cylinder remaining when you use the last piece of paper) and looking at it, I found myself thinking "wow that’s a great size, I wish I was like this".
I took a ruler and measured it: it was 22cm long (almost 9 inches) and 16cm thick (6"). So yes, it was huge. Truth is, I wouldn’t want to be that big all the time.
Then, just to compare, I moved my hand on it to mark my current size (above 17.5cm), and in a moment I was amazed to be thinking "that’s very big too". Those few missing centimeters didn’t seem to make such a remarkable difference.
There, in a moment, I think I lost a lot of motivation for PE. Yes I’d still like to be bigger, but I don’t feel that urge I felt in the past for growth.
That said, it’s been a while since I wanted to come here and add something to what I previously wrote.
Recently I noticed my gains slowed down. Yes I’ve been devoting far less time to PE, now less than 10 hours a week, so that certainly accounts for a lot of it.
But I’ve been wondering, is there another possible reason?
I think there might be.
In the first period of PE there’s another thing I was doing that I stopped when I tried to add pumping to the mix: I wore a very simple, very soft silicone sleeve as a ANS during my sleep. I didn’t gave it too much importance until recently.
It may be my perception - now it’s difficult to understand how important it really is, after wearing the extender only for one or two hours - but it seems to me that ever since I started using again the ANS, my growth is stronger.
It wouldn’t really surprise me: NIR radiation triggers cellular proliferation and growth for hours after exposure, so keeping it in an extended state during that time should probably help.
I haven’t measured recently so I can’t vouch for it; if you’re trying NIR and you have the chance, perhaps try adding an ANS too and let me know if it really helps like it seems.
Apart from this, how are things going?